last night i went out with four of my high school friends. One went out with me to watch troy and one went back to work and the other two went out dinner. i've never really liked brad pitt not until now. the last movie i remember i watched of him was the interview with the vampire and the rest of the movie he made i didnt care. i don't know if it was the butt exposure (which he's good at) that made me like him, but most certainly it was the character. though he didnt look greek to me, but somehow the character was played well...very well. it was a good movie but not much of an epic for me...i give it 3.5 out of 4 (naks review night).
well, after the movie we went to club halo where my friend was the marketing manager. and i, a sucker for free drinks, made myself tipsy that night. i just had 2 vodkas and 1 mule though, but i guess the sound and the lights made me tipsy (it was horrible...just not my type). hehehe. i can't help but wonder how my friends are now starting to be successful in thier lives. they've been earning quite a lot. and i also cant help but envy them of their careers. in that club, i felt that im still a little kid...and i have money from mama in my pocket. but the thing is, i cannot live a life of party. it just isnt me. no matter how i love to drink and fill my lungs with smoke i still prefer the more laid back life i have now. where i just go out, go home, sleep, and dream.
when me and my friends met i have often been asked "how am i?"...i kept saying im ok now, that im over and sober. but i wonder am i really? but one thing is for sure, its glad to be back with my friends...im glad im starting to make a new start...
i woke up this morning and felt wasted from all the drinks i had. i still have gel on my hair and my breath stinks. but don't fret my admirers, i cleaned up, i took a bath...smell me im good! hehehehe
maybe my depression is just psychosomatic...
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