it will be a day now since my last smoke. now i know how it feels like to be in those songs who talk about someone who doesn't have a cent to buy cigarettes. it's me and my stupid impulsive self that made all this happen. if i just settled on a winston lights rather have a west ice then i cud've been smoking now. the rationale was that i bought west ice for me to lessen my smoking, since its expensive, i would be more concious of my sticks per day. but no! in just two days it all drained down my alveoli. and the macrophages went "ahhhhhhhhhhhh" about it. in fairness, it wasn't just all me, i have a friend who smoked a quarter of my pack. so type two pneumonocytes don't put the blame on me.
hay, im so bored with all this. this is the second yr i had a very long summer. a summer full of troubles, depression and thinking. unmindful how much i have fun with my friends going out, whenver i return to my room at night and close the door, fun just seems to banish in thin air. and my air IS thinning...i can't breathe...argh!
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hahah. i know the feeling. not bout the craving for smokes though, coz i quit bout a year ago. the long boring summer is something some of us really have to deal with. heheh. chill man! =P
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