the barkada came to the house last night for a general assembly...meaning a drinking spree. of course I, a sucker for san mig light, got myself tipsy. but i handled it very good. i mean, no strip teasing, no foul words, no stupid ideas and most of all no talking about ex's. anyhow, it wasnt really the drinking that brought us together. the reason was life...LIFE!
its so amazing how time has changed. i think we have come to pass that certain event in our lives where drinking sprees are just about having to talk about shit and have a good time. now, drinking sprees has evolved into an outlet to confide. a forum (though not a proper one) where you could tell everything about yourself and have people to listen to you and be sincere.
a friend of mine got her girl pregnant. that friend of mine was really having trouble about what will happen, thats why he called for a GA. and we just kept telling him THAT IT IS NOT A PROBLEM IN THE FIRST PLACE. its something that he should be happy about. at least for him. his parents may label it as a problem but thats beyond his control. i still beleive he did nothing wrong. bringing life to this world is something we are entitled to. and just by doing that he made me feel proud.
its just so wierd that we are now talking about pregnancy, leaving, getting a life, and yet still i havent experienced anything close to that matter.
yesterday, margx accompanied me for a cig break from our tormenting prof:
'enriq, grabe no, iba na talga tayo. tumatanda na tayo. tignan mo nangyayari sa barkada.''oo nga, tapos tayo bat ganun andun pa rin tayo sa state na the biggest problem that we have is not having a boyfriend'
and we just laughed.
it all makes sense...margx and i are getting older, but we are not moving anywhere. its just so sad that we are stuck to that predicament of being alone, lonely, and being used.
and its realy very tiring to think.
margx and i are just so meant to be...proof of the matter is we share a common question that neither of us has the answer...
'WHEN WILL WE EVER GET TO GROW UP?'
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