in response to my hon's blog entry (co-author na sya! galing!)...
yes were nearing our 4th monthsary, im so proud coz i havent been giving him a hard time lately. before it was all about me. i keep on making tantrums on days we cant see each other, times when he would come over MCM and bring me food but cant stay long, and especially that eventfult holy thursday when he go super angry when i drove down quezon city at the middle of my duty just to apologize (it turns out he even got angrier! hehe). ive been a stupid, selfish (fish in the sea) brat during our first months together. i guess its because i love him so much that i tend to do stupid things. but he taught me quite well. whats good about him is that he never tires teaching me. i have so much to learn from our relationship and slowly but surely i get to imbide everything. thanks hon.
im going through a tough time right now with the coming medical board exams in august. being with my honey has changed my view of the boards. before i wanted to pass for my parents, now i wanted to pass for him. like what he said, we do have a lot of plans together and me passing the board exams would meen the start of those dreams coming true. my anxieties aboout the exam has always been eased by my nani. he makes it a point to make me beleive that i can do it, he pushes me to study, and he gives me confidence. he is my ultimate driving force. what were having right now is pure self sacrifice for the both of us. we cant be together as often as we want to be coz like what he would always tell "MAG-ARAL KA, PURO KA LAKWATSA!" hehehe. its really hard to be apart from someone you long to be with. quezon city and paranque seems to be miles away. but the good thing about it is that our communication is still intact. a simple text, a short phone call, bridges our lives for now. i cant wait until this exam is finished. we have so many plans like travelling, coz my nani knows i love to travel. hehehe
i have already thought of the consequences of being an OB resident, in fact its a problem i usually think every night before i sleep. i know how tasking an OB is, and i know how OM would take away our time together. i even thought of doing corporate physician as an avenue for future plans. i still havent decided yet. but one thing is for sure nothing can ever keep me apart from my love. everyday i daydream of driving him to and from his work, cook him dinner when he gets home, massage him (which will lead to something i know), watch tv and dvd with him, do groceries together, fix our house. actually much from my plan of being an OB is for us to get rich and make us the most beutiful house i can give him. i love to give him gifts, and i would love to give my husband everything that he needs and wants. and if ever we have enough money, we would like to help our own families, and those we promised to help (like the poor and needy).
its really great to have someone who has so much passion for life like my hon, and im glad im sharing this life with him. i love him so much. and i miss him. i miss so much about him that i stare at our pics every night, and wishing everything will soon come into place. for whatever the outcome of the exam is, i know my husband will always be there like he has always been to me. i love you naniboy!!!! thanks for blogging. this blog is now officially yours too. wag mo lang ako aawayin dito ha. hehehe. wag mo post yung mga pics natin tapus tatakpan mo lang ung sau ng itim na box or kukulayan para kunwari iba. hahaha!!! i thank god everyday for having you!!!!
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