im already half way through my medical board review at UST, and so far its going on quite well. Dr. Lim, repiratory physio, told us that 5% of our retention comes from listening to lectures, so far i have only managed to skip twice of my afternoon sessions, and the rest i stayed on until 5pm... which is needless to say was excruciating. my nani was right, much to the effect of going through a review class was creating confidence in myself. my nani and i have been arguing before whether to attend a reveiw class or not. and im glad i followed his advice. certainly not all mothers know best, husbands always do. hehehe.
the other night, i recieved an odd phone call from a skeleton i already kept on my closet. he was needing my help with a prescription for a certain regulated drug. i was wanting to help him, but what irritates me is the way he completely reiterated stuffs from the past. he was telling me how he would have a lot of ways to reach me and "come back" to me, but he just dont want to. even telling me not to be a "feelingero". for a second there i thought this guy is so conceited. i may have love you and went gaga on you but everyone has to move on... i certainly moved on.
talking to him that night made me realized i am so grateful he "let go of me", had it not happen, i wouldnt be able to meet my husband right now. i dont want to compare but my honey is far too different from him. i guess thats what biological diversity is all about. hehehe. unlike my past, my husband is so down to earth. he doesnt look down on other people. he is so helpful that he has made a taxi driver's life to be more bearable by helping his family, giving clothes and stuff, were even planning to have his kids baptized soon. thinking that he has achieved so much at his age, he could easily spend it to worldliness things, but he doesnt. my husband, makes it a point to make other people comfortable, my friends for that matter. he has become so fond of my friends. i remember my ex, whenever theres a picture taking together with my friends, he would completely decline. i wonder. hahaha. my husband would even be the one to initiate taking pictures (frustrated photographer din ang nani). my husband doesnt mind holding my hand when crossing the road, or watching a movie, or eating. bottom line is, never did i felt that my husband is not proud of me. he thoroughly assures me that he is happy being with me with every little gestures he makes. he's just so proud of me. he sees me as the cutest and sexiest guy (which little by little is getting in my head now hehehe). lastly, i am thankful for his support. ive been having a lot of fears with the coming board exams but he makes it a point to inculcate in me that i can do it. he simply brings confidence in me and even more (he pushes me to study). i love every bit of my husband. and likewise im so proud of being his partner.
im not trying to sound bitter with this blog, but i just like to say that humility is always appreciated rather than telling me that you're ok and contradicting everything up with an attitude. hindi ako lumalaban before with everything said to me, but now i have the courage to. last note, my blog can never be restricted no more, it is my own and i can do whatever i can with it. i still pray for your speedy recovery. whatever problems you have right now, hope you can resolve it.
for now lets pan dora's box close... VAMANOS!!!! hehehe love you naniboy!
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