Top 10 Kilig Moments

Friday morning i was on my way to work, driving and listening to RX 93.1's morning rush... their topic was TOP 10 Kilig Moments. hearing the entries sent by listeners, i can't help but think of my own kilig moments. There maybe times when moments are deemed only by me as kilig well in fact it wasnt that "big of a deal" for my husband. Ever since i started with my residency, i felt that there are so many work to do. when i ask my husband that if its ok to quit coz i miss him so much... he would always say that "career people kse tayo". i had my psych exam for employment, and there was this part where i have to complete the sentences. One entry went "my work is...." i asnwered "is something i need to do for my family and my lover". i don't know if its just me, but ever since i had my husband, i have always looked work as something i need to do to for other people. having someone to share my life with, i have come to realize that life isnt a matter of my own comfort but includes the comfort of people around me and what would possibly dictate our future together.

This is my own top Kilig Moments:

1. I remember the first time me and my husband went to a date. eventhough we both saw each other's pictures prior to meet up, the fear that both of us has expectations that might not be met bothers me then. we were at red box, he was singing and in between his songs (he dominated the karaoke), he would make simple gestures that he wanted to hold my hand or hug me. at the car when it was time to drive him off back to his office, he held my hand and it all melted the ice away. that very same instance i knew i want him. he didn't know this until now, but i was in a total mess back then and i had to cover up things, him holding my hand even for just a moment secured my life.

2. It was the last day of my board exams. i was going out of my examination site, nearing the gate i saw people waiting outside... parents, boyfriends... i texted my husband that i wish he was there to wait for me. he texted back "wala man ako dyan para maghintay sau, but pag pumasa ka sisiguraduhin kong andun ako". and he did... he was with me when i saw my name in the internet and during my oathtaking.

3. there was this one time during my internship, when my husband asked me if i could accompany him to Manila Doctors to meet up some important people. he told me not to bring the car since he would be bringing the company car and the own driver with him. After our stint at MHD, i thought we would be going back to MCM, when he told the driver to go to Festival Mall. I asked him why and he told me he wanted to meet people at Healthway. We were already at the mall when he decided that we catch a movie instead. we didnt finished the movie coz we had to hurry back to manila for an urgency at my hon's office. he txted me later that day that we went to Festival Mall not mainly to meet people up for bussiness but to steal some time together.

4. way back, we had our first dinner as official couple. we were about to pay at the resto, when he pulled out his wallet and gave it to me. he said "you pay".

5. i was on duty yesterday, i was texting my husband how i miss him so much, that i wanted to quit residency coz it pulls off a lot of time. he said "konting tiis lang hon, di ka naman forever resident", to that i replied... "but forever ako asawa mo". my husband always has a way with making me feel better.

6. a few weeks back, i was talking with my husband on the phone, and i was venting out how bad i felt with my residency and with people senior to me. i was pikon coz i felt i wasnt being treated seriously by my husband. when suddenly he changed his voice from the witty, perked up comments, to a low, very forgiveful tone saying "di naman kita pinagtatawanan e". my husband seldom say sorry coz i know for a fact that its one word he deem so strong and so important. even if he doesnt tell me hes sorry i can feel he mean the same.

there a lot of kilig moments that i can think of but i just want to mention a few. its actually this topic or my top reasons why i want to quit residency. hehehe. i guess its a better way to cap off my weekend.

i hate to blow my cover, but im drop dead so in love with my husband. im so lucky coz i married my bestfriend.

i love you hon!