Lord ba't mo ko pinabayaan?

7:00pm:
"jay (there was knocking on my door), kain k b?"
still sleepy i responded, "ano? bakit?"
"sabi mo aalis ka? aalis ka pa ba?""bakit?", then for a second i realized it wasnt sunday...its still saturday only that the last time i checked the sun was still up. again i found myself drowned into sleeping that i forgot i have to attend a friend's bday. i quicky got up, went to the shower and made myself "gwapo".

i came in late coz i had the urge to finish stardace at kapamilya network. why? i have
this crush on one of the contestants, i beleive his name is christian andrada, the one with
the "july-globe-haircut" (correct me if im wrong). anyway, when i arrived, joy, drei, and
jackie are already there munching on tita's deliciously cooked bbq, the equally palatable
spaghetti, and tokwa't baboy (my fav).

while eating tita came to me...
"o ba't late ka?"
"e kse tita kala ko sunday, i forgot saturday lang pala"
"hinde e, may crush ka daw dun sa stardance e"

shit...i was caught! i just smiled.

then after we ate at ice's place, we went to another bday bash just on the otherside of the
village. this time it was ryan's. there i found what im afraid of...2 gay couples. shit
(again). uncontented on tormenting me, they went on to sat next to me. shit (3x). all i
could think of that moment was:

"LORD MAHAL MO PA BA AKO? BAKIT MO KO PINABAYAAN?"

and drei whispered to me:"grabe! binabastos ka o!"

we just laughed...i laughed at myself for being pathetic.

that gave me a reason to drink 4 bottles of san mig light, 1/4 red wine, talk about bulex
(bulbol extension), karu (karugtong ng bulbol), ass hair (i forgot the term) and make "what
-if" scenes of bitterness with drei. tipsy as i was, drei, jackie and i headed for home.
we hurriedly walked from one gate to another, afraid that we might be caught by someone from that party and scream:

"look! poor! walang car!"

of cors nobody shrieked that, but if they do here's our response:
"at least mataba kme...meaning maraming pagkain sa ref! di namin kasalanan kung bkit
madaming pera sina daddy and mommy to buy us foods! malnourish!"

"stunted"

"wasted"

"HA!"