whatever distance could and will always divide

its nearly 5pm and i just got home, cut my pedia class thinking i might have trouble getting a ride, apparently not. :) during my pedia class, i sat beside a good friend and asked about her relationship status which from what i knew have ended a couple of weeks ago. listening to her sentiments, i have proven that its true...whatever distance could and will always divide people. that distance dictates what could and might have happen in between. and it pains me that its true...that it actually happens not only to me but to other people.

"sleeping to dream" is what people usually compensate for the longing and the hopeful ideation of being with someone. but we all get tired, and once we realized we are we think of how stupid we are to waste good time on dreaming. sad but true.
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2 more weeks and 1st semester, 2nd shifting will be through. its amazing to think how fast time goes by when youre really stressed and pressured. no vacations for me this year, by march 1 ill be starting my clerkship. meaning it will be my turn to be the lowest animal in the whole of medical practice. "pssst!"...that will be my name during those those time and i have to get use to it, plus the dreaded "harry-go-round" where dr. Go (surgery) will pick one case from your patients and you are to report the history, differentials, diagnosis, management, work-up in front of the patient, the interns, the residents and with him (of course), so kung wala ako alam quadruple embarassment will be my sentence. freightening.

people have always asked me where i would be doing my internship...just one answer...ill finish third year muna. "short-term goal" is my avenue.
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last weekend, i bought clothes for my nephew and still he's afraid of me...I'll never ever go to pedia!
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stress = recurring tonsilitis=me
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im beginning to like psychiatry after our topic on mood disorders and bipolar disorders...kinda like having relations to both topic. hehe. piece of cake!
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ill be posting pics of our acquiantance party after this entry. damn! grad pic is coming up this year...big dilemma: "with hair or without hair?" definitely with goatee!

HELP!!!!!