my make-up class in micro/para was cancelled this afternoon... pedia class thought we have one thats why they dismissed us early (for god knows our topic in that class today is a total boredom...bummer).
on my way home, i was listening to my mp3 of MYMP's dreaming without you. i have been listening to it all summer long until now. and i like the way the idea of the song sinks in to me like how vitamins are absorbed by the enterocytes. well anyhow, i came into a conclusion that i must have had move on from my first ex. the fortuitous (love the word) event that came last friday of seeing each other, didnt really bothered me much. i always expect our meet-up to be like somber and gray and full of bitterness. but the thing is it wasnt. minus the fact that i still have a little bit of bitterness seeing him, all in all it came out fine. it was just like meeting an old classmate whom i had a grudge with all highskul and swore to never to talk to again. it was like an acquintance. except that smiles and waving of hands are out of the question.
id like to see him again...maybe i would smile, or wave a hand, or do something...but the question is...would he smile back? or wave me hand? or do something as well?
frightening!
1 comment:
seeing ex's is not bad. they're actually homy. you get to remember all the good things you had with the person. never mind the bad stuff that happened before the split-up. nice blog. care to visil mine? heheh ;) it's evilreborn. have a great day
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