Time flies really fast....parang kelan lang, intern pa lang ang nani ko. sinamahan ko mag medical mission (circumcision) sa pasay, dinadalhan ko ng food sa MCM during his non-sense intership duties, kinukulit ko mag aral for the boards....
Pero ngayon, eto na...hinahanapan ko ng trabaho as a clinic physician...toxic man ang nani, pero it amazes me so much to know and realize that finally, my nani is facing the real world of being a professional. There are times when he would still act like a baby ( he likes to play sally's spa and jojo's fashion show which are downloaded from the internet )but after the boards, Im starting to be dependent on him when I'm too tired to think of drugs that could alleviate and treat the symptoms and diseases of my regular text mates (executives needing medical advice and/or prescription). Buti na lang doctor din ang asawa ko kung hindi,wala akong pagpapasahan ng mga patients na pro-bono ang consultations sa kin! hehehe.
It helps to know that we share the same profession, the same passion to help others, and the same line of thinking when it comes to particular "issues" like disease management and interventions. It feels great to know that when I'm too lazy to recall dosages of certain medications, I just forward the text messages that I get to my nani! hehehehe..sya ang tinotoxic ko to text back with the complete prescription. I'm just savoring these times wherein my nani is still bumming around his house and waiting for the pre-residency program at OM. I know I can never make kulit again when he starts to go on duty na. Ayan ang totoong buhay. Life is not always a walk in the park. It's not always sleeping in your quarters and binge eating. It's not always daldalan. It's not always being pa tweetums. Hehehehe....I know and I believe that my nani can do whatever he wants and achieve his goals as long as he puts his heart and mind in it. I always tell my nani not to worry so much coz some of his friends are just taking things one step at a time. Naiinggit siya sa mga nagmoo moonlight.Gusto na daw niya kumita agad. Pero gusto din niya mag residency muna. Magulo ang isip nya nung isang gabi. Naiiyak pa. My nani tends to be a worrier. He has his tantrums about not knowing what to do with his life.He worries a lot about the future. "Habang may buhay, may problema"...yan ang motto ng nani ko ngayon...Whew! Siya ang naka acquire lahat ng traits ko these past months that we're together.
Ako? I never worried about his future. I always believed in my nani's capacity to be an achiever. Di ko nga akalain na makakapasa ng boards yan dahil sa lifestyle niyan. Puro lakwatsa. Puro daldal. Pero I know that my nani is a gifted child! Ok ang synapses ng neurons nyan kaya madaling makaretain ng information. May echolalia lang minsan. Matigas ang ulo. Mayabang pag kumanta. Pero alam ko may ibubuga talaga ang nani ko! Hehehehe. Peace!
Minsan lang medyo na de- derail ang utak. Pag medyo after 6 pm ayan na umaatake na ang anxiety nyan.Kung ano ano ng mga bagay ang inaalala. I always remind him to be more focused about his plans of going into residency. I gave him the option and opportunity to be one of our clinic physicians too.(In fact, one of his friend is already deployed in one of our accounts). He just doesn't know that there are a lot of opportunities when you are a doctor. Someone has to make him realize that. And I guess that's my role now. To help my nani to become more focused, and less myopic! hehehe...Baka need mo na ng new contact lens.Hahahaha!
We are already 7 months and still going strong. Parang ang dami na naming pinagdaanan but our love for each other is the binding force that keeps us together. He was here in my office last sunday to be oriented about company policies and the kilig factor that he is my nani and at the same time, one of my subordinates, never ceases to make me feel good. Hehehe. Sobrang likot nga lang dito sa office ko. Lahat kinalikot. Lahat gustong tignan, basahin. He even checked my books. He even tried to get some lube. hayyyy nakow!
Nevertheless, Im looking forward to his "treat" when he gets his first paycheck coz alam ko ang sweswelduhin ng nani ko eh pinaghirapan niya...bilang isang doctor. bilang aking nani who is now ready to face the real world...
Happy 7th monthsary nani ko! Love you with all my heart.
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