the macbookpro...

let my introduce to you my new apple of the eye... the macbook pro. its better than a car but less better than an isuzu swift. hehe

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i've been feeling better lately. friends do know how to help, infact they know exactly what to do. they did all the packing for me. they rearranged my closet and brought out my good side. having been down and helpless for 3 months was not easy. it was like going through some rough climb that youre too eager to reach the peak. people that i have met in the course of my misery made me realize im not that hard to love. each and everyday these people gives me the push that i need. yes, ive been down grading myself too much lately and im the only one to blame. i realized that. there are more things in life than broken relationships, or failed subjects, or lack of sleep, there are those things that one person neet yet to discover. and that idea thrills me. questions of what the future leads fears me no more. "moving on" is but two words. one way or another things will come and haunt me still but the idea that i can walk through it without having the fear of being broken yet again is something i have yet to achieve. surely, one's strength sprungs forth one's misery. and im thankful for that.

have i moved on? yes; have i forgotten? no. things will always and forever leave a mark on one person. what i need now i guess is someone that could mask that mark with something else. im not afraid anymore. im not even weary. im happy. and im hoping.

hope is such a sweet word... its my favorite word as a matter of fact.