why cant it last?

i was with my friend biboy kanina and we watched the lake shore, which was a fairly good-feel movie, except that it was spoiled by those bagets up-front who clapped when sandra and keanu finally met each other after months of exchanging wierd letters on a parallel universe... now that for me is scary! i mean what if it was actually a dead person, if i were sandra i wud either think im going bezerk with my brain or im having clinical depression that hallucinatory ideation have already come into play. anyway, i had fun with biboy kanina or should i say i made fun out of biboy. haha! its fun being an echo... hihihi

while looking up some tracks over at musicOne at greenbelt, a long time friend texted me. since i lost my phone a few months ago, i also lost most of my contacts. anyway, he was asking me to join him and the rest of my friends at the white party in malate. first, its not really my type to go into such happenings, and second, id rather sleep. whats disturbing really was when he told me that his long time bf admitted that he was two-timing him and is dating one of his agents for two wiks now. can't beleive it. i wud have been crushed if that was me.

to actually date someone else is one thing but to date YOUR OWN AGENT? geez? that is an immortal sin to the code of professionalism. rule number one! DONT DATE SOMEONE AT WORK! it is a mess. not only with your work but what did that guy think when he started dating his agent? didnt he even think of how people would make gossips behind their backs, how people would think that hes doing favor for the guy if ever hes get appraisals and stuff that corporate shits do, and how easily filipino crab-mentality would creep up their bodies and eat their relationship alive?

i wud have rather wanted that guy to break my friend up than to cheat him in utter discontent. what happened to the word comittment? what happend to all those years they spent together? the sex? the pain that my friend endured for sex!? hehe. what happened to the love?

being single for two years now, it silenced me. i didnt know what to say and how to react, neither did i knew how to comfort him. being single for that long made me just raise my shoulders and say thats just it. before i wud know how to react, and give some well thought of advice. am i numb? or am i just too comfortable being single? or maybe am i just too bitter?