i just got out from the shower. during the day, we attended the annual PALARONG MED organized by APMC (association of philippine medical colleges-student network). it was fun minus the fact that we were undersized and were made puny by other colleges (well, except for jonelta which came in the parade with less than 10 reps...that made us 2 more than them). kung baga sa SEA Games kme un burma or laos and kapag sa olympics e...pilipinas. here is the list of what i consider a scam! 1. in the poster (which was distributed to all other schools), the plm logo was not included. thier reason? we allegedly failed to email it to them, which in ate shawie's ranging madness was a fraud, since she emailed it twice in the their email and even sent it to our president as a copy. so, wat happened is we just cut our logo out and pasted it to the poster that was shown in school, but in campuses of all other schools, plm was not included. FINE!
2. SOCCER! would you beleive they put soccer in their events? dont they have the guilt and the shame for that matter to even think about us? its like when mom always cook something with bagoong even though she knows i couldnt eat it. i would have rather accept tennis as an alternative to that. at least we all have basics in it.
3. Naughty Juniors. thats the name of the five girl group who gave us a horrifying intermission number. imagine them dancing with their "singit" all over the track-n-field lanes without having shame. people say they came from eac. what a waste!
4. UP vs PLM volleyball men's. this is a real scam. for our first game we were put in such a sked, thinking the fact that they were in the finals last year with de lasalle. not only that...PLM, UP and DLSU-Cm were put in the same bracket. isnt it a rule that you cannot put succeeding seeds in the same bracket? not even ATP dare to put federer and roddick in the same draws.
5. NO SMOKING INSIDE THE STADIUM. this were the exact words of that bitch from up who thinks shes hot but shes not type of girl. well, the Bedan studs were smoking in the far end, so why just tell it to us? i didnt put out my smoke though, to get her irritated. i guess i won. hehehe. where in the fucking hell is the no smoking sign? damn you! her karma? she joined all the heats in the swimming but didnt won any...what a shame. buti nga sa yo! ulol!
well, we may have lost with our men's and women's volleyball but we havent been beaten in the basketball and won our two events in swimming by our one man team swim. had it been a quiz show, im sure we could have edged everybody out. pasalamat kayong lahat.
UP has this cheer that goes...GO GO UP FIGHT...well we did our own...GO GO PLM PLAY. we dont intend to fight...its just a game so why not just play it. we may have been short in terms of performance but we really did enjoyed the game. that's whats important.
Patoxic talaga mga med stud, there were people in the stands reading transcriptions. i brought mine though but did not dare put it out...buti na lang, kundi isa ako sa mga nilait ko din nung araw na un.
in congregations like these lumalabas un mga ibat ibang itsura ng mga soon to be doctors. may mga mukha nang lolo, taga hugas ng pinggan sa food court, mga mukhang poks na girls, mga coniong pips na di naman talaga, mga mukhang lasenggero at basagulero (FEU Basketball team kayo ba un? hehehe joke lang, buti na lang nanalo kayo, saludo ako sa inyo!), may mga iba na bastos (kme un), manlalait (kme ulit un), at mga magaganda and pretty (kme ulit un). haay...mga doctor nga talaga...nasa borderline ng wierdness.
buti na lang nakakuha ako ng mga good pics...of me of cors...hehehe here are some of them (o wag ka na mag react! nakikibasa ka lang)
This morning, everyone was startled with postings of an open prayer for the admi at the men's cr.
Its about asking god to make the admi realize that power is not in their hands, to make them realize how grave an impact of losing good doctors for our teachers, how their cruel ways affect every student's priveledge for a good medical education. a letter started it all. a letter entitled: ANG PANAGHOY NI ISKO
the council together with class presidents were called for an emergency meeting outside the school to tackle moves that will alert the admi and hopefully awaken their minds. and we have agreed upon a proper forum for our sentiments. an open letter containing statements in the form of questions will be adressed to the admi to answer. if all else fails, a silent protest will ensue, with us wearing black ribbon. and if still they remain numb of it, we will make sure the whole country and the entire medical profession will hear our woes.
its really getting worse...everytime i go to skul i dont know wat will happen. we dont have any idea which doctor will resign again due to the present admi instability. in the end we, are squeezed in the middle.
here's the story: we have a non-specialized dean who's pushing to produce primary health care phycians but ignoring the possibility for growth into specialization unmindful of the willingness of some to do so. an assistant dean who's power tripping shook the entire biochemistry and radiology department by assuming position (and teaching mind you!) after suspending one of the chair due to her refusal to change the syllabus. and lastly, a college secretary who isnt even a doctor and even has a thickness to teach a class of doctors-to-be of topic that she didnt even have knowledge of (at least much knowledge of).
this year they didnt put the hierarchy of the college of medicine in their bulletin board...since the fact that there wouldnt be enough doctors left to actually produce a hierarchy.
its a power tripping...it looks as though they plan to make the college their own not thinking that in order to produce good students, good board results, and maintain the stature of plm amongst the top medical school in the country is the faculty, which they are discriminating.
Those three powerpuff girls need to step down...its the only way to bring back our beloved doctors of whom many of our collegues that pass before us have come to experience their expertise and knowledge in medicine...and most importantly as a true bonifide doctor.
THE HIPPOCRATIC OATH IS BEING SLAUGHTERED! WE WILL ACT AND REACT! WE SHALL NOT BE VICTIMS!
it was my first day of school...well actually just a continuation of my first sem...
Starting menu...a practical in Surgery...bummer!
well, its just so frustrating that only got 82 on my preceptorial. Different kupal prof would teach different kupal ways of ligating, suturing and holding the damn surgical instruments. in the end we would get a grade much different if we have been put in the same prof that first taught us the same kupal ways of surgical ligatures. WHAT THE HELL! i need to pass surgery!
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i dont know whats happening to me...there's a new guy in front of me, i really like him but somehow my feelings are restricted to the word "like". It really bother's me that im having trouble loving people eversince i broke up with my ex just april. One theory i have is probably i have become so comfortable in being single that i couldnt imagine myself comitting with someone other than myself. Im willing to give this one a try, we're going on dates and i hope in heavens that there might be something fruitful out of this. I couldnt force myself in going into a relationship that i barely know. i cant afford to waste being hurt and hurting someone in the end.
when i arrived home, i chance upon ally mcbeal's pilot episode at star world. im a great fan of the show, even cried in the same episode back when it first aired on national tv sometime 5 years ago. anyhow, at the end of the story was this narrative by ally...and as far as i could remember the thought goes like this:
"The truth is, I probably don't want to be too happy or content, 'cause then what? I actually like the quest, the search. That's the fun. The more lost you are, the more you have to look forward to. What do you know? I'm having a great time and I don't even know it."
(i thought im through with my ally mcbeal stage of life...it looks like its coming back again! HELP!)
maybe im feeling the same way that ally is...and right now im willing to risk something out...whatever that is!
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i visited my ex's xanga site...and this is a real psychotic wonderment and i quote: (i know is bad like plagarism or something...im sorry)
"Case X raised to the nth: The reason why it's x raised to the nth is due to the fact that this thing has been going on for the past years already. Everytime I get into a relationship, someone suddenly comes along who would approximate my ideal kind of person. During my past relationships I would easily dump someone for another one...which I know is bad, that's why I stopped doin such a thing ever since my break-up with my 3rd."<<<<---this is actually me! The third! Thats my name! The third! jezzz! so he did broke up with me because of someone else! He was actually eyeing for someone else! damn! and the fact that when i asked him about it last summer if he did broke up with me for someone he denied it!
Oh well, that's how life goes...people change, people want more, people need more, and its a pity that you could only give so little.
1. why do people suddenly appear when you're troubled and not when you're not? 2. why does vacation always gives me a feeling of longingness for someone? 3. what is the word "caring" anyway? 4. Does casual sex always leave a guilt feeling? 5. Why do people have a hard time asking for "how i am?" 6. why do certain people doesnt reply? 7. How does anyone get out of lonely nights? 8. why can't i figure out what i want? 9. why do i feel most of my friend's problems than mine? 10. what's the difference of curiosity and just merely trying something out? 11. why is it hard to quit smoking when you really wanted to? 12. why do i procrastinate so much? 13. why did my sisters thought i look wasted and unhappy with my family? 14. why can't i recall the drugs i learned from pharmacology? 15. why do i hate christmas so much?