too good to be twenty two

i really am not in the mood to blog tonight, but since im so damn nauseous with reading about mitral, tricuspid stenosis and regurgitation, with accompanying delflection and peak of a wave, c wave and the ever famous y wave...well i thought i could use a little break.

hmmm...wat happened to me since my last blog?
...well so many things happened that when you sum it all up, you'd end up with nothing. yup...nothing, nada, nil, wala, shyet.
(damn, im so in need of putting exclamation marks over my sentences but since my trusty keyboard has its keys bugged leaving the keys one to four worthless, i might as well be resourceful. so when you see EP at the end of my sentence, you'd know it stands for exclamation point...ok? alright EP)

let me start off with my school, i failed three subjects, surgery, pedia, and pharma. i expect that.

last week was supposed to be my micro/para exam, which unfortunately was spoiled by the stupid rain. just come to think of it, i could've been those few to ace that exam since i studied so hard that night only to find out that the exam was postponed and the eventual class to be suspended. the worst of it all, most my classmates confessed not to reveiw for that exam. bummer. now, everybody has their lots over that exam. another bummer. and the worst of it all, im so consumed with laxing over the weekend that i'm afraid most of the things i reviewed for that exam was lost.

wait...it just popped...now that im not talking about shitty things about being loveless and all, i just realized im talking too much about shitty things in school. how pathetic could i get? i revolve on only two things...my school and being loveless. damn EP. i need push.

anyhow...friday would be my most favorite day of the year (well, just third to new year, valentines being my second)...im going 22 EP, i am actually a certified-to-be ADULT. wow...adult...sounds astig...haha.

facts about my b-day:1. its the same day my dad left the country to work abroad...so if im going 22, he'll be turning 22 in his service.2. only once did i received a gift on my bday, and it was last year when margx gave me a book about friendship which i eventually lost when we moved to our new house.3. i haven't spent a bday with someone special (here i go again...cut it out)4. on friday would be the second time around that i would be spending it with an exam (last year it was anatomy and now it would be medicine and patho)5. also, this will be the second time that i'd be bringing friends over the house6. last year was the first time i treat friends over at dinner (still no gift recieved)7. this would be the third year that my parents are not here to spend it with me8. this would also be the first that i would be spending it with my nephew's 8th month bday celebration.9. the first time that im actually excited about it10. first time that i actually realize all this things.

haaaayyyy....im turning 22...age goes by, and i have always been still...