i am found

back when i started this blog, my main objective was to get me out of my miserable, depressing, and somewhat funny life that i was too lazy enough to write on a diary (nevertheless, typing is much more less strenous). maybe this would be the first post i'd ever write good things about love...

yes, i'd like to make a public anouncement that i finally met someone (you can check your vision and you sure did read it right). Me, the bitter one, has finally met a match. its something that i'm proud of, for the main reason that i proved myself that i am capable to love and feel that someone does feel the same.

let me make you a good introductory about him...

my friend, classmate and niece in class, ara introduced me to him. actually i wasnt really the first choice, it just happened that they accidentally saw my profile over the net when they both decided to go online while waiting for ara's sister. and the rest as you can say it was history. he's a year younger than i am, sings very well (in fact he's a monthly finalist at star in a million...and he's not micheal cruz ok?), and chubby...hehehe

it has been so long that i felt this kind of feeling. a feeling of agitation when he fails to text me coz he's phone got low in battery, a feeling of guilt when i have my qualms about silly stuffs, a feeling of satisfaction when i see a smile on his face when i brought him food to his house, a feeling of happiness when im with him on a movie or dining out, a feeling of worth when he sings to me over the phone of songs i barely knew the titles, and a sense of gratitude that someone notices my eyes, my lips, my face and never get tired of looking at them.

all the while i was afraid that i might not be able to find someone for me, that i would be spending yet another christmas or any other holiday without someone i would lovingly greet. for a second i was afraid that all i got left was just me. and its just but a bittersweet gift that after all that i have endured, all the miscontrued emotions i have, and after all the bittering about, i finally can leave it all behind and write something that im happy about...that im proud of.

love for me is not just having a companion or sharing intimate moments with, nor is it just a word to label something so profound a feeling...but knowing that even if the two of you are lost in a crowd, that not even the sight of his hair you cant see, not the smell of his distinctive perfume could not reach you, deep in your heart, in the stillness of your soul, you know that you can never be lost...that you are already found.

sana magkaroon ng improvement body ko sa pag ggym! hehehehe

The Marikina Palarong Scam...God please punish them!

i just got out from the shower. during the day, we attended the annual PALARONG MED organized by APMC (association of philippine medical colleges-student network). it was fun minus the fact that we were undersized and were made puny by other colleges (well, except for jonelta which came in the parade with less than 10 reps...that made us 2 more than them). kung baga sa SEA Games kme un burma or laos and kapag sa olympics e...pilipinas. here is the list of what i consider a scam!

1. in the poster (which was distributed to all other schools), the plm logo was not included. thier reason? we allegedly failed to email it to them, which in ate shawie's ranging madness was a fraud, since she emailed it twice in the their email and even sent it to our president as a copy. so, wat happened is we just cut our logo out and pasted it to the poster that was shown in school, but in campuses of all other schools, plm was not included. FINE!

2. SOCCER! would you beleive they put soccer in their events? dont they have the guilt and the shame for that matter to even think about us? its like when mom always cook something with bagoong even though she knows i couldnt eat it. i would have rather accept tennis as an alternative to that. at least we all have basics in it.

3. Naughty Juniors. thats the name of the five girl group who gave us a horrifying intermission number. imagine them dancing with their "singit" all over the track-n-field lanes without having shame. people say they came from eac. what a waste!

4. UP vs PLM volleyball men's. this is a real scam. for our first game we were put in such a sked, thinking the fact that they were in the finals last year with de lasalle. not only that...PLM, UP and DLSU-Cm were put in the same bracket. isnt it a rule that you cannot put succeeding seeds in the same bracket? not even ATP dare to put federer and roddick in the same draws.

5. NO SMOKING INSIDE THE STADIUM. this were the exact words of that bitch from up who thinks shes hot but shes not type of girl. well, the Bedan studs were smoking in the far end, so why just tell it to us? i didnt put out my smoke though, to get her irritated. i guess i won. hehehe. where in the fucking hell is the no smoking sign? damn you! her karma? she joined all the heats in the swimming but didnt won any...what a shame. buti nga sa yo! ulol!

well, we may have lost with our men's and women's volleyball but we havent been beaten in the basketball and won our two events in swimming by our one man team swim. had it been a quiz show, im sure we could have edged everybody out. pasalamat kayong lahat.

UP has this cheer that goes...GO GO UP FIGHT...well we did our own...GO GO PLM PLAY. we dont intend to fight...its just a game so why not just play it. we may have been short in terms of performance but we really did enjoyed the game. that's whats important.

Patoxic talaga mga med stud, there were people in the stands reading transcriptions. i brought mine though but did not dare put it out...buti na lang, kundi isa ako sa mga nilait ko din nung araw na un.

in congregations like these lumalabas un mga ibat ibang itsura ng mga soon to be doctors. may mga mukha nang lolo, taga hugas ng pinggan sa food court, mga mukhang poks na girls, mga coniong pips na di naman talaga, mga mukhang lasenggero at basagulero (FEU Basketball team kayo ba un? hehehe joke lang, buti na lang nanalo kayo, saludo ako sa inyo!), may mga iba na bastos (kme un), manlalait (kme ulit un), at mga magaganda and pretty (kme ulit un). haay...mga doctor nga talaga...nasa borderline ng wierdness.

buti na lang nakakuha ako ng mga good pics...of me of cors...hehehe here are some of them (o wag ka na mag react! nakikibasa ka lang)

angelina jolie

same!