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Yesterday was valentine's day. Its been a long time since i blogged. I was even contemplating into deleting this blog since i felt it would be useless to write anymore. Having second thoughts about it made me realize that my blog has gone along way. It has been 8years of blogging for me (much longer than any relationships that i had). Reading through my blog over and over again brought back

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-7527172344971918252010-05-14T17:39:00.000+08:002010-05-14T17:40:58.715+08:00

i almost forgot how to blog...

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haaaay! ang sarap sarap n holy week ko. vacation to the max. its the first holy week where i spent it going out of town. before i used to just stay at home, magyayamot pag ipagddrive sina mama, manunuod ng mga tv marathons. this time it was different. nana and iae already planned for this vacation to come true. we want to spend the entire holy week with friends in tagaytay. muntik na nga

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today marked me and my nana's 13th monthsary. fact: 1 year and 1 month na kme ng asawa ko. i dont know the reason why people in a relationship try to count numbers but all i know is that it helps us realize the value of being together. not that time becomes an essence but rewinding the past and fastforwarding to the present makes me feel proud of what we have accomplished. di pa rin ako sanay

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before the start of this month i already had a lot of trouble thinking how i would be able to spend time with my nana coz its Feb 8 that we first been committed with each other. sobrang bilang ako ng bilang sa kalendaryo kung kailan tatama ang araw na un. well it did fell on a weekend which unfortunately fell on my duty sked. so what my nana did was we went out the day after that. and for the

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I’m still "high" because of what Nana did to make this birthday of mine very special. Ive been telling him na wag na siya mag regalo coz his mere presence in my life is God’s greatest gift to me. Kaso ang kulit niya talaga! Tsk! He handed over his gifts to me a few minutes after we checked in sa Manila. Mukhang naawa na ang nana sa lumang bag ko kaya pinalitan na niya ng Girbaud na black

nani boynoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-79164736137324440642009-01-06T20:13:00.004+08:002009-01-06T20:53:44.722+08:00

ang galeng galeng magsulat ng nana ng blog. this afternoon, he texted me na tinatamad daw sya magwork kaya nagbblog lang sya. syempre alam ko na na puro ako na naman ang laman ng blog nya kse patay na patay yan sakin. hahaha. di ba nana?our relationship is nearing a year now. proud na proud ang nana kse sya ang pinakamatagal na relationship ko and sya lang ang nagtyaga sakin. hahaha. i can say

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-80589742705894585662009-01-06T14:19:00.003+08:002009-01-06T18:47:32.184+08:00

2 days na lang 11 months na kami ng nana... ang bilis ng panahon...i was looking at our pictures during our first months. kitang kita ko ang evolution niya from the slim and petit intern to the slowly "ballooning" medical board exam reviewee and to the bloated/ascitic pre-res and resident of OM-ENT HNS. Lumaki na ang tyan at mukha ng nana ko in less than a year. For the past 11 months, daming

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Best ChristmasYesssss!!!!!!!!! After the long holidays and the stress that the Christmas rush (toxicity of buying gifts for my friends and family and my NANA) has brought into my system, magblolog na ko ulit! Yehey!Nasa perpetual duty ( 8 days sa hospital ng walang uwian) ang nana ko and presently savoring his midazolam induced sleep after 4 days of continuously attending to ER patients kaya

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i just arrived home from our xmas getaway togther with my nana. dami ko dala, gifts for my nana, for his nephews and niece, toys for kuya jing's son (adopted child na namin ng nana), chocolates for my nana who always have a sweet tooth for anything, danish cookies (last resort ko to kse wala pala fita biscuits sa duty free). my nana bought me 10 gifts, a polo from g2000, kenneth cole signature

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i have always had a grudge with christmas and the holiday season. why? since childhood i barely recall one happy christmas. i was sickly back then and i dont know for such reason why sickness always come on christmas season. i even have pictures where all of my family were in nice dresses and me in my pajamas coz im bedridden. sigh. its either i was sick or my parents werent home for

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-14208375938890693972008-11-23T15:54:00.005+08:002008-11-23T19:55:17.600+08:00

earlier this morning i joined a small medical mission in paranaque. i really didnt want to go since i know how toxic a medical mission is and the fact that it is raining. i was already envisioning myself soaking wet mixed in perspiration and rain. i didnt hurry myself getting dressed, coz i know for a fact that the people i will be with would be coming in late more than i am. so i arrived at

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-49774687330462061612008-11-19T22:12:00.004+08:002008-11-20T00:07:28.435+08:00

Yesterday, around 3:30 in the afternoon, I decided to bring the results of my/nani's urine drug test at OM. He told me that it's the last day of submission coz that's the only thing that he lacks and its one of the numerous requirements that he should provide in order to finalize his employment as an ENT resident at OM. Pressure ang pag provide ko ng specimen coz my nani is too tamad to

nani boynoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-60379927410325557922008-11-16T18:33:00.004+08:002008-11-16T20:02:30.242+08:00

i have been doing my duties at ENT-HNS department since october, so far im enjoying it. like OB, it is skill intensive. im now adept to indirect laryngoscopy, ear suctioning, foreign body removal and suturing wounds, making diagnosis and what nots. but aside from the skill i have gained in almost two months of rigorous training, i have learned that in residency training i have to be mature

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In 2 weeks' time, me and my nani will celebrate our 9th month together. Ang bilis ng panahon...it seems like yesterday when we first met, when we first sang together, when we first had our dinner date, our first fight, etc.etc....but we're proud to say that for the past 9 months of our lives, our relationship is going stronger than ever. We have learned to appreciate quality time better than

nani boynoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-34689455646936467232008-10-25T18:47:00.005+08:002008-10-25T20:09:04.338+08:00

Friday morning i was on my way to work, driving and listening to RX 93.1's morning rush... their topic was TOP 10 Kilig Moments. hearing the entries sent by listeners, i can't help but think of my own kilig moments. There maybe times when moments are deemed only by me as kilig well in fact it wasnt that "big of a deal" for my husband. Ever since i started with my residency, i felt that there

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Being a perfectionist doesn’t mean that everything will and shall always be perfect. There are circumstances that can happen beyond the control of a perfectionist. Let's take for example, nani's pre-residency experience at OM's OB-Gyne department. He was so happy prior to the first day of the program. Excited. Like a little boy who is about to take his first bicycle ride. First day of duty

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after 1 week of my pre-residency training at OB-GYNE of OMMC, i quit. together with pam we just realized it wasnt worth it. there are a lot of reasons to name but only a few reasons for us to make us stay. wieghing everything up i realized OB may not really for me. i dont know if its just the lack of system or administrative skills our chief resident has or my own need to feel warranted of

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yesterday was a very interesting day for me. in the midst of the "PLM Payback Doctors Program", i lost a collegue who intially agreed to relive me at Trans-Am Clinic while i go on pre-residency program at OMMC, in exchange of the payback program. so i decided to scout for my reliver. i thought of paula. i texted her two days ago about it. in the course of our communication i found out that

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Over the weekend i had two very significant eventA. SPECIAL DUTYI was called last thursday by my chief resident dra. Santos of the Dept of OB-GYNE of OMMC, asking if we could go on a special duty on Saturday since the residents will be having their in-service exam. i quickly said yes to make them see that i am eager to be part of their department as a resident physician (a plus factor). so me

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my hon has been bickering about my qualms in life. how i got this trend of putting problems into simple things in life. i will enumerate the many problems that govern our lives right now. PRESENT PROBLEMS:1. weight loss2. enormous e-mails from non-sense agents of my nani3. dwindling money for my grocery4. my landline's frequent crash down5. my vaio's recovery disk (which i havent still

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Time flies really fast....parang kelan lang, intern pa lang ang nani ko. sinamahan ko mag medical mission (circumcision) sa pasay, dinadalhan ko ng food sa MCM during his non-sense intership duties, kinukulit ko mag aral for the boards....Pero ngayon, eto na...hinahanapan ko ng trabaho as a clinic physician...toxic man ang nani, pero it amazes me so much to know and realize that finally, my nani

nani boynoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-8730083303716551282008-09-07T23:42:00.001+08:002008-09-07T23:43:49.979+08:00

angels.wma - nani

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this the blog my nani has been waiting for. since his last post dated september 2, nani has been refreshing endlessly our blog site to see if i already blogged. he said before in his previous post wala ako gratification delay now yun pla sya pala yun. hahaha. so quits lang nani ha. :)my nani and i spent the entire weekend in tagaytay as a post birthday and a pre monthsary celebration (sept 8).

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After my nani passed the boards, catch up mode kami to spend quality time together…dami ng nangyari since he passed….1)Gimik/celebration with Doc Leah- We first watched that bakya movie of Sarah and John Lloyd. Saya. Kami lang ang tao sa cinema. Tawa lang kami ng tawa ng nani. Pero it was a memorable exprience coz it's the first movie that we enjoyed. Most of the movies that we watched before,

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since the "strictly-no-going-out" rule was enforced during my preparation for the recent board exams, it has already been 1 month since me and honey last saw each other. it was the longest ever. but whats fascinating to know is that eventhough we hardly see each other back then we would chit chat on the phone 5 times or more a day. thats the thing with my honey, he knows how to fil in the gap

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-50621724253513539462008-08-22T00:47:00.003+08:002008-08-22T01:19:37.388+08:00

while watching PDA, a friend of mine texted me saying "doctor na tayo". at first i thought it was just a prank or something, until she told me (after my incessant begging for answers), na makulit ako at tignan ko sa net. and there was my name. PAPA, ENRIQUE II CATALON number 1079. i called my mom from the other room, i was crying (guess she thought i failed), but then when i made her see the

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Thank you, God! All the prayers and novenas worked! After all the emotional roller coaster that me and my nana have endured for the past 4 months,my nani is a DOCTOR na!!!!!!!!!! I love you nani with all my heart, Enrique Catalon Papa II, MD. Im so happy that I cried after my nani called and told me that he passed.Nangingig pa ko when I went up to my room to chek in the internet if my nani's

nani boynoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-46476802370659858132008-08-18T09:58:00.002+08:002008-08-18T10:30:51.803+08:00

After 1 month of review at UST, 1 1/2 months of self review, 4 weekends of exam, in 1instand it was over. waiting for the boards to come seemed to be forever but as slow as it came, the faster it just flew away. it was an agonizing ordeal. the studying, reading, re-reading, memorizing, anxiousness, fear, all sorts of emotions come into play. sometimes at the middle of the study i wanted to

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i don't know if someone, somewhere (bound to take the boards) is feeling the same way that i do. i'm not certain if its a physiologic response to stress or a matter of psychiatric evaluation that feeling depressed about the coming board exam sometimes holds me back from study. in less than two weeks ill be embarking on an exam that could change my life forever. i have already finished my

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What a relief to finally know that Nani will be able to take the boards this coming August 2008. The issue regarding his the 2nd "II" and "jr" attachment to his last name was already resolved with the premise that he painstakingly changed his name on pertinent official documents ( like transcript of records and certificate of intership) from JR to the 2nd (II). So from now on, he has to drop the

nani boynoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-21216446348031835282008-07-15T10:43:00.002+08:002008-07-15T11:16:31.092+08:00

yesterday was a tiring day for me, but nevertheless it was worth it. my honey came up with the idea of changing my scholastic records, and my internship certificate to match that of my birth certificate. so in two weeks i was able to furnish everything i need for my PRC application. and im so happy (until now) that it pushed through. though it was raining extremely hard yesterday i was able

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MGA BAGONG SALAWIKAING PILIPINOAng buhay ay parang bato, it's hard.Better late than pregnant.Behind the clouds are the other clouds.It's better to cheat than to repeat!Do unto others ... then run!!!Kapag puno na ang salop, kumuha na ng ibang salop.Magbiro ka na sa lasing, magbiro ka na sa bagong gising, huwag lang sa lasing na bagong gising.When all else fails, follow instructions.Ang hindi

nani boynoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-81341571556811697042008-07-08T23:03:00.003+08:002008-07-10T00:09:59.357+08:00

It’s our 5th monthsary today. Funny how time flies. We never noticed that our relationship is already that long….It seemed as if it was just yesterday when we first met and as my nani said, the rest is mystery…..este, history hahahaha!. Lately, we’re both very “toxic” (the term we often use in med school, clerkship, internship, residency which denotes a situation that requires a significant

nani boynoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-53871983165039557082008-07-08T07:51:00.002+08:002008-07-08T08:39:08.988+08:00

my honey and i has just turned five. we're still in that early phase of our relationship but seemed we've gone through so much together. i remember that time when we first met. i was in white polo (all made up... di nga daw ako nag ayos sbi ng hon) and he with his polo and neck tie. when i saw him i knew i have to have him. he was so gorgeous. he exudes warmth and happiness eventhough i was

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today i went to PRC to officially file my application for the coming August Physician liscensure examination. they rejected my application since there is a discrepancy with my NSO birth certificate and the name i'm using in all of my documents. apparently, in my birth certificate i am PAPA II and according to them its not the same as PAPA JR. they wanted me to file for a pettition for

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ganda ng sinulat ng hon ko sa previous post. i never really thought that it was a big deal that i made a sign of the cross before we go to sleep. i didnt even know my hon is praying when were together. coz the minute he hugs me at night pipikit na yan, little did i know hes praying na pla. hehe. my hon isnt that too expressive with his feelings. minsan nanghuhula ako kung galit sya (which

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UlanFor the past days, it’s raining like hell. Brownout. No cable. No dial tone. Not much to do than to make “tunganga”….then pig out. Binge eating. Endless kulitan with my hon. Im glad I have a hon who always responds to my non sense SMS and who always makes it a point to remind me to eat, wake up, wake up and eat, eat , take a shower, wake up….such a bad routinely activity. I love rainy days

nani boynoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-51510368782664882512008-06-09T17:02:00.003+08:002008-06-09T17:25:15.825+08:00

i just arrived home and im still overly elated with my husband. we met yesterday to celebrate our fourth month. it was different of our past celebration coz last night we gave away tons of medications for patients at OM-IM, doc eva who recieved it was ecstatic and i know doc pia (who is the kindest) would be happy as well. sarap ng feeling pla pag nagbibigay ka sa charity (celebrity...actually

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-67596426345689194992008-06-05T19:22:00.004+08:002008-06-05T21:31:50.046+08:00

i rest my case on the following...1. i admit... i have trouble pronouncing vaio. but i really thought it was pronounced as vayao as in bayaw, langaw, gawgaw. i have learned through extensive reading of my new laptop's manual, that VAIO actually stands for VIDEO and AUDIO INTEGRATED OPERATIONS. --- i bet my nani doesnt know that! 2. DSM IV-TR criteria for Attention Deficit Disorder: Symptoms of

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Sony VaioFor the past week, me and my hon have been arguing, shouting, calling names (practically fighting over the phone hahahahaha!) about the way to pronounce this laptop called SONY VAIO. He got this new “toy” and was tinkering with it the whole day. He even asked permission if he can take a day off from his review classes so that he can have an appreciation of his new gadget by staying home

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in response to my hon's blog entry (co-author na sya! galing!)...yes were nearing our 4th monthsary, im so proud coz i havent been giving him a hard time lately. before it was all about me. i keep on making tantrums on days we cant see each other, times when he would come over MCM and bring me food but cant stay long, and especially that eventfult holy thursday when he go super angry when i

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-44177186960624094632008-06-02T18:06:00.008+08:002008-06-05T21:21:43.133+08:00

4th monthsary na namin!It’s our 4th monthsary this coming June 8. I can’t believe how time flies. I can’t believe that in such a short period of time, me and my hon have dreamt of numerous things that we will do together as partners, as companions for life, and as lovers. I’m so proud of this relationship because of its stability and long term plans that we always hold on to whenever trials come

nani boynoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-20928805485174724042008-06-02T14:13:00.000+08:002008-06-02T14:15:02.305+08:00

Trial lang to Hon ko! ::-) love you!

nani boynoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-30971237551689659612008-05-27T21:58:00.004+08:002008-05-28T20:57:39.844+08:00

they say dreams are reflections of our subconscious mind....these past few weeks i had trouble sleeping (this is proof), and i had two consecutive nightmares that jolts me out of my bed (like in those movies hon di ba?). first i had this dream where i invited my hon on a family reunion held at my lola's place. as i was about to bring him the desert, my honey was gone. i asked my lola about my

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-31759650445411945982008-05-22T20:41:00.002+08:002008-05-22T20:46:15.437+08:00

this is the first time my husband has ever written a long letter for me, usually sa mga maliliit na cards lang everytime he would give me presents ( ung isa pa dun naitapon ni mama! kainis). i love you_________________________________________________This is the husband of NRQ, who is the owner of this blogspot. I have never been interested in reading blogs…as in never since the advent of

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-14716178694200899022008-05-21T21:39:00.004+08:002008-05-22T05:59:34.573+08:00

im already half way through my medical board review at UST, and so far its going on quite well. Dr. Lim, repiratory physio, told us that 5% of our retention comes from listening to lectures, so far i have only managed to skip twice of my afternoon sessions, and the rest i stayed on until 5pm... which is needless to say was excruciating. my nani was right, much to the effect of going through a

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-31935218495252524742008-04-24T21:13:00.002+08:002008-04-24T21:37:30.952+08:00

today i just finished watching "the pursuit of happyness" by will smith. it was a real touching movie about perseverance and having to reap the success out of it. its amazing to know that successful people really started from scratch. it gave me a relief from my present struggle. i have always thought of myself as a good-for-nothing-parent-rat. while most of the people my age are earning

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-89145215383210225532008-04-19T19:58:00.009+08:002008-04-19T20:52:58.460+08:00

3 months from now ill be taking the boards exam... ooopps, i slip! i shouldnt be anouncing my plans so as not to get msgs from people if ever i didnt pass. anyway, emails have been pouring in about where to reveiw and tips on how to review. one of the emails i got was that from willie ong, the famous author of medicine blue book (one of the med books i consider truly handy). heres one email

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-54003566653163895692008-04-18T22:39:00.007+08:002008-04-19T21:10:46.904+08:00

how many times does a normal person gets to have that one night where he would just think and feel like things are moving slowly and that hes just standing still.... this is one of those nights.i helplessly twist and turn in my bed trying to catch some sleep but all i that i was able to do was initiate that conscious mind where realizations come into play. i got up, and bought 2 bottles of beer.

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-61375305290241987142008-02-26T12:16:00.002+08:002008-02-26T12:51:43.513+08:00

i was happy, i was able to spend my long weekend with my asawa. with the help of my very good friend ara, we stayed at the Development Academy of the Philippines (DAP), c/o tita sally who gave us a cheap price for the suite room. the room was spacious, with a living room, a queen size bed, a walk in closet and a bathroom equipped with hot and cold shower. the only catch is we have to drive to

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-79997855013739040982008-02-05T20:39:00.000+08:002008-02-06T08:25:07.617+08:00

January 19, Saturday, 2008, was the day me and my friends are opted to depart manila going to baguio to kickstart our ilocos tour. since our "flight" was not until 11pm, i decided to attend charm's wedding that same night. it was some sort of a reunion, her wedding. everyone in my big biobarkada was there. i was so happy seeing them. i arrived at her rainy wedding night just in time the doors of

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-1471746947994739692008-01-13T15:58:00.000+08:002008-01-13T16:22:45.354+08:00

just like me: empty frame ygo: the terrible toddler looks like a bunch of cocci holland hehe kita mo nga naman pati kabayong bakla single READY YOUR ASS!!!! kabayo ni ygo! more ass!!! i love ass! horses: shy but packs a big ......

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-10035922566567071112008-01-07T20:27:00.000+08:002008-01-07T21:40:02.487+08:00

this has long been overdue, i havent had the time or should i say i didnt put time into my blogging. its year 2008, the year that me and my highschool friends made a pact to reunite. 10 years has passed since we made the pact. year 2007 was bittersweet. good coz half of the year was special and half of it was otherwise not so ordinary. as most of my friends know already, I AM SINGLE. just this

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-73560984440157489192007-11-11T21:15:00.000+08:002007-11-11T21:19:22.505+08:00

i feel sad tonight. i have read quite a number of books already and i cant just finish them. 5 to 10 pages and id flip on another book. i went online. checked my friendster and checked out pictures of my friends that i miss. damn... they feel so far (actually a lot of them are indeed geographically far). di naman ako makatulog coz i slept all my afternoon off. i feel so bloated from sleeping

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-91939771182744496282007-11-10T21:14:00.000+08:002007-11-10T22:04:10.689+08:00

its not often that i check my guestbook here in my blog under "for your diagnosis click here", but for some sort of reason i just felt i had to. and i was astounded by christian's entry. here it is:hi poh!­ ako po si christian m. antonio, inoperahan po ako sa ospital ng maynila. naadmit po ako ng oct. 15, 2007, oct. 16, 2007 is the operation, and oct. 18 po ang release. Room 319, 3rd floor.,

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-76105686048886275342007-11-05T20:53:00.000+08:002007-11-05T20:58:35.830+08:00

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let my introduce to you my new apple of the eye... the macbook pro. its better than a car but less better than an isuzu swift. hehe____________________________________________i've been feeling better lately. friends do know how to help, infact they know exactly what to do. they did all the packing for me. they rearranged my closet and brought out my good side. having been down and helpless

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-61311324052285063742007-10-27T22:53:00.000+08:002007-10-29T21:46:44.812+08:00

this is my new baby... this is a website i am now busy working on (takes my mind off from thinking something else). Its a site for my good resident friend... harvey from the surgery dept of OMMC. a starbucks coffee was a payment for this. ang babaw no? haha. anyway di ko pa tapus yan so bear with me.visit: harveyjournal.freehostia.com

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-8790062614403048572007-10-20T19:53:00.001+08:002007-10-20T20:03:41.803+08:00

sleep all day the typista cup in hand, a heartful of love doctors in line

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-17396546966296860932007-10-17T20:42:00.000+08:002007-10-17T20:50:22.982+08:00

since yesterday, i have been having mild cough which was non-productive, it kept me awake the whole night. then just this morning, i had my pharyngeal walls examined by my co-intern and i have acute tonsillopharyngitis, non-exudative. i was having low grade fever the whole day. i already took one tab of para and started my amox with day1 at 10pm. what's worst is i had to stay until 6pm at the

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-12858767114086832082007-10-13T20:00:00.000+08:002007-10-13T21:06:17.093+08:00

i don't why but its been months and yet i still feel empty. Im laughing but im crying on the inside. as i was lying at our intern's quarters, i suddenly felt all the memories coming back. the happy days i have spent, those nights that eventhough i havent had any sleep made me awake just to be with someone. i don't know how i could move on...honestly. im trying very hard. you just dont know why.

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-54463732175395425482007-10-07T23:16:00.000+08:002007-10-07T23:28:01.178+08:00

medical schools in the country was in a clamor with eri hatcher's line in desperate housewives where she questioned the doctor after being diagnosed menopausal saying that she needs papers so as to make sure he's (doctor) not a graduate of some medical school in the philippines.yep, she said it clearly "some schools in the philippines". i dont know what the writers were up to when they put it in

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-63269894505226144342007-10-07T11:29:00.000+08:002007-10-07T12:01:29.155+08:00

i was bound to leave the hospital early this morning to pick my mom at the airport, but she called me last night at 12md to inform me that her airplane wont be leaving until 4am, and that she would be arriving at 6pm today. i miss my mom. sometimes i wish i could open up to her. i wish i could tell her what has been happening to me lately. all the trouble ive been through, and the sadness that

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-9963749230554719702007-09-28T19:51:00.000+08:002007-09-28T20:05:09.321+08:00

i was looking through frank's photos in his laptop and i managed to get these rare pictures ( since i dont have them on my own hard drive). These are random pictures from our med school days. it was just funny remembering those fun stuffs that we did. me and jen at tagaytay where we often times unwind after an exam dance ladies! @ MTG 2005 HALA! cge lang!the time when we did several church visits

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-41565624892175952482007-09-26T22:04:00.000+08:002007-09-26T22:30:49.677+08:00

while i was at the OR assisting on a TAHBSO (transabdominal hysterectomy with bilaterl salphingooophorectomy), all residents, interns and clerks were paged at the auditorium. I found out after my OR that the meeting is about the contingency plan of the hospital for tom's nurses strike. the hospital needed all the manpower they could get. In effect, interns and clerks were deployed to different

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-81691951852078934572007-09-23T18:18:00.000+08:002007-09-23T18:20:51.494+08:00

Sa aking pag-iisa, ika'y biglang lumapitAt bago ko namalayan ako'y umibig sa 'yoSa isang saglit akala ko'y di na wawakasAking mundo'y lumawak at nagpumiglasAt nangarap na parati kang kasamaSana bawat gabi kasiping kaSa himbing ng tulog ko ang panaginip ko'y ikawAt sa aking paggising ikaw pa rin ang lahatIlang taon akong kumapit ng pagkahigpitParang malinaw ang lahat kahit nakapikitAt umasa ako na

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-35389775337759446082007-09-22T20:27:00.000+08:002007-09-22T21:29:36.397+08:00

the other day, i was lucky to watch a vaginal hysterectomy in action. its a procedure where the uterus is taken out through the vagina without the usual abdominal incision we often see in a transabdominal hysterectomy. what happens in the procedure is that, the cervix is pulled outside the vagina, an incision is made through the distal 1/3 of the cervix and the uterus is pulled from the inside.

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-47289060255576820822007-09-10T21:27:00.000+08:002007-09-10T22:09:38.178+08:00

This is my video account of my bestfriend's caesarian operation at OM.Surgeons: Dra Angeles and Dra. PinedaI was suppose to scrub in but the nurses might not approve of it since im not anymore connected with the hospital. :) anyway, the baby's score was 9,9 and it has big balls. geez! mana ata sa ama! haha. it was a great experience. may bago na naman ako inaanak nyan hehe. sana maging

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-83338883818703044652007-09-03T20:32:00.000+08:002007-09-03T21:01:15.974+08:00

today's my birthday... some of the wishes i made may have not been realized but nevertheless its one event in every year i always look forward to. three days ago, some of my friends has been greeting me in advance, and this morning everyone was like all excited. jaja kept on greeting me expecting that i would give a treat. which eventually i did. i bought an ice cream for the whole interns to eat

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-407013822520215342007-08-20T14:41:00.000+08:002007-08-20T15:17:21.552+08:00

congratulations to my fellow doctors... to my ex-interns, kayo ang idol ko... :)top schools with >100 examinees:1. UP Manila College of Medicine - 141/142 (99%) - kung sino man ung isa na un dont worry magaling ka pa rin2. UST Faculty of Medicine & Surgery - 298/327 (91%) - i plan to take my review with them3. FEU NRMF - 155/188 (82%) - whaaat? they're a suprise... dark horse hehetop schools

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-18875999120718451072007-08-19T19:01:00.000+08:002007-08-19T19:51:34.997+08:00

friday was nina's birthday. frank, ara, janna, wapi and me went to QC for her simple celebration. unmindful of the storm we headed north for my own craving for beer and to see nina on her most special day. i was the one driving and i toured them to places i have been to in QC, especially in UP area. places i used to booze around. places were i go to whether i may be on preduty or post-duty. and

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-31544844533047539082007-08-13T21:33:00.000+08:002007-08-13T22:17:48.842+08:00

Here's a preview of the intern's poster that im busy doing (Keeping me out of feeling jaded). It's a copy of the "be bench/" poster. It's not the usual poster you'd see in the hospital where each department would show their roster of residents, ours is in a way very ambitious. hehe. i want a poster that would make everyone think that doctors can be pretty and cute beyond their toxic duties. i

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-82547117475231228332007-08-08T20:06:00.000+08:002007-08-08T20:21:01.208+08:00

thinking about it... i have more than 3 weeks till i have my 25th birthday, and realizing that i thought of things i want, needed or wish on that day...1. car - this is impossible i know, but having a car of my own isnt that farfetched. my dad and i had a deal: if i pass the boards with one take...a brand new car, two take then a second hand, and a third take (hopefully not) a motorbike. but i

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-87178752181236075312007-08-08T07:37:00.000+08:002007-08-08T08:02:21.828+08:00

its stormy outside my windows. i didn't went to work afraid that i might just get stranded. and now im just home listening to the howls of the rain on my roof and feeling the loneliness it somehow brings. when will it ever stop? last friday i met up with my friends from med school, had dinner with them and catched up on things we missed. my friend ara told me from time to time to give myself some

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-51392292749101984032007-07-26T21:47:00.000+08:002007-07-26T21:55:50.616+08:00

glenda, one of my co-intern, was humming makulay ang buhay sa sinabawang gulay... bu instead she put it... makulay ang buhay sa kabilang buhay. i burst out laughing. until now it sticks in my head. damn jingle! haha!im tired... really really tiredim tired of life. im tired of my internship, im tired of worrying about stuffs like myself. im afraid im not happy as i thought i would be. they

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-61560750564113427922007-07-08T21:28:00.000+08:002007-07-08T21:57:37.926+08:00

early lunch today, i attended the christening of the cute son of our barkada. it was a sort of mini reunion for our barkada, from tito tim to karen, those people we hardly get to have time to meet. the reception was at kamayan's buffet. the food was delicious as i lavishingly ate the inihaw na liempo and greedingly munched on the lechon skin. at 2:30 i got my car from the valet and hurried

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-56352362863341618972007-07-05T19:03:00.000+08:002007-07-05T19:46:09.737+08:00

i started my internship at MCM with my close friends, batchmates, and soulmates, we were roughly around 20 PLM-OM graduates, the most number who entered in one training hospital . Two weeks at the beginning of the training, one left for a call she got at PGH. Ok, it wasn't a big of a deal, since we barely spent too much time together. after a month, another one of us got a call from PGH, and that

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--->> Upper picture: the view from MCM's penthouse. The busy Manila hurries itself as night fall slowly creeps through its streets Lower picture: the scenic view from OM's rooftop. Magnificent display of colors of Manila Bay that always captivates me. a sounding memory of a clerkship.

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-27526392278733705942007-05-14T20:42:00.000+08:002007-05-14T20:43:23.294+08:00

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Di ko maintindihanAng nilalaman ng pusoTuwing magkahawak ang ating kamayPinapanalangin lagi tayong magkasamaHinihiling bawat oras kapiling kaSa lahat ng aking ginagawaIkaw lamang ang nasa isip ko sintaSana’y di na tayo magkahiwalayKahit kailan pa manIkaw lamang ang aking minamahalIkaw lamang ang tangi kong inaasamMakapiling ka habang buhayIkaw lamang sintaWala na kong hihingin paWala naAyoko ng

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yesterday me and my family went to bataan for a summer getaway. the 5 hour drive could have been more worth while if we spent it in san juan batangas where the beaches are more enticing. the beach we went to was fair enough though. i liked the scenery, in fact i spent more time taking pictures than swim. the water was clean and free of corals and weeds, it wasnt too salty and perfect for just

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-21395876166785435762007-04-24T22:14:00.000+08:002007-04-24T22:18:31.871+08:00

IN LOVE ka ba or LOVE mo sya?kala kodati pareho lang pero iba pala!!alin nga ba ang mas malalim?Loving someone or Being in love with someone?Kapag love mo ang isang tao masaya ka.. Feeling mo ok na ang lahat...pero ang ma-inlove ka, ang siyang pinakamasakit sa lahat! Kasi ang mgataong in love ay ang mga taong nagsasakripisyo at nagpaparaya.Teka bakit ka nga ba ngpaparaya? Dahil ba hindi ka niya

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-73118861575360944542007-04-21T00:10:00.000+08:002007-04-21T00:38:28.721+08:00

today i accompanied my sis and my cousin over at OM to doc lea (ENT) regarding my sister's recurrent sinusitis and my cousin's impacted cerumen. ganun din ako din nag history and nag flush ng tenga ng sis ko. and si doc lea naman, super pabida sa sis ko, endorsing me as one of the best junior interns she has handled. palakpak tenga naman ako. hehe. i wish i had taken a picture of how gross the

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-15006029387823363602007-04-12T20:44:00.000+08:002007-04-12T20:45:16.955+08:00

last tuesday me, nina and my bf went to 70's bistro to watch sugarfree and spongecola perform live. Nina: "di pala sya gwapo (yael)... madidisappoint pinsan ko"Me: "oo nga para syang construction worker" hehehehe.Nevertheless, starstruck si nina (well cge ako na rin) kaya nagpapicture kme. syempre di ko pinalagpas magpapicture kay pareng ebe na super fanatic ako ng banda (banda lang). anyway

[nRq]http://www.blogger.com/profile/07463490195216211008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6948935.post-55789421155063683462007-04-09T13:15:00.000+08:002007-04-09T20:34:11.510+08:00

all my worries was just blown away as i saw my bestfriend last night. it was like seeing her for the very first time. you know that feeling when youre in your first day in school and you dont know anybody... thats what i felt. i opened our gates and she just hugged me. it felt nice (nice kse masarap sya yakapin kse sobrang taba nya. hehehe). anyway, my family greeted her and welcomed her in. my

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how would you react to meeting your bestfriend whom you havent seen for ages? how would you react seeing her pregnant? and with somebody else aside from the guy you saw in her wedding? how would you react to your bestfriend whom you thought has lost her way unmindful of the guidance you have given her all her life? how would you think of me when i feel that i havent really been good to her?

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thats what the lady vendor instructed me as i made my way into finding the new NBI clearance center. I, little innocent of downtown manila, followed the lady's advice. I turned straight, then right and then left and i found myself in the middle of the market and confused coz i cant figure out how the NBI be at the middle of a market selling porns and fake cellphone jackets. i suddenly remember my

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the staged hostage crisis in manila didnt stopped us from celebrating an ancient tradition of honoring masters in the medical field... i was one of those masters (at least for that moment i felt like one). walking through the red carpet, wearing a heavy toga and wierd beret made me realized that what i studied or underwent in medicine is actually no joke. i felt the prestige and honor as people

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im so like miserable right now... i was watching grey's anatomy... thought it could appease my loneliness, now im double lonely. NOt only do i miss my husband but i miss the hospital...i drank the san mig light that was a left over last feb when me and my husband came home for drinking and half way through the bottle i realized it tastes stale. i dont know if beer ever becomes stale. im stale..

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i dont know why but i feel lonely tonight... much because of the fact that my love's last text was around 3pm, the other reason still i dont know. tuloy i had the urge to stay online and re-read for the nth time my blog from the 1st entry upto the present. as much as i enjoy reminiscing, i hate the feeling that you cant do anything to combat your loneliness. and whats even bothering is that

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