Di ko maintindihan
Ang nilalaman ng puso
Tuwing magkahawak ang ating kamay
Pinapanalangin lagi tayong magkasama
Hinihiling bawat oras kapiling ka
Sa lahat ng aking ginagawa
Ikaw lamang ang nasa isip ko sinta
Sana’y di na tayo magkahiwalay
Kahit kailan pa man
Ikaw lamang ang aking minamahal
Ikaw lamang ang tangi kong inaasam
Makapiling ka habang buhay
Ikaw lamang sinta
Wala na kong hihingin pa
Wala na
Ayoko ng maulit pa
Ang nakaraang ayokong maalala
Bawat oras na wala ka
Parang mabigat na parusa
Huwag mong kakalimutan na kahit nag-iba
Hindi ako tumigil magmahal sayo sinta
Sa lahat ng aking ginagawa
Ikaw lamang ang nasa isip ko sinta
Sana’y di na tayo magkahiwalay
Kahit kailan pa man
Ikaw lamang ang aking minamahal
Ikaw lamang ang tangi kong inaasam
Makapiling ka habang buhay
Ikaw lamang sinta
Wala na kong hihingin pa
Wala na
Thursday, April 26, 2007
going along with the summer badwagon
yesterday me and my family went to bataan for a summer getaway. the 5 hour drive could have been more worth while if we spent it in san juan batangas where the beaches are more enticing. the beach we went to was fair enough though. i liked the scenery, in fact i spent more time taking pictures than swim. the water was clean and free of corals and weeds, it wasnt too salty and perfect for just floating around. i love to float in sea water, the sun with its heat kissing your cheeks, the sound of water on your sides, the feeling of just letting go, not thinking of stuffs, made the entire trip more relaxing. my nephew ygo just cant get enough of the water. beach na favorite nya ngayon and di na swimming pool. hehe. we made sand castles but ygo just ruined it kaya di ko napicturan. i thought we would stay over night but sadly my sisters has work to do so we hit the roads at 5pm. i enjoyed sleeping in the car, coz they wouldnt let me drive the hiways. hehe.
just a quick note: i failed to get tan (yet again!)... all the sun did was to scorch my back... ahhhh it burns it burns!



just a quick note: i failed to get tan (yet again!)... all the sun did was to scorch my back... ahhhh it burns it burns!
here's some nice pictures i took:





Tuesday, April 24, 2007
i was reading posts over at friendster and chance upon this
IN LOVE ka ba or LOVE mo sya?
kala kodati pareho lang pero iba pala!!alin nga ba ang mas malalim?
Loving someone or Being in love with someone?
Kapag love mo ang isang tao masaya ka.. Feeling mo ok na ang lahat...pero ang ma-inlove ka, ang siyang pinakamasakit sa lahat! Kasi ang mgataong in love ay ang mga taong nagsasakripisyo at nagpaparaya.
Teka bakit ka nga ba ngpaparaya? Dahil ba hindi ka niya mahal o dahil hindi ka siguradong ok lang sa kanya? Kungyan ang dahilan mo, walang duda na inlove ka nga sa kanya. Kasi iniisip mo kung anong meron kayo sa ngayon ang tanging mahalaga at kontento ka na. Pero isipin mo paano kung mawala angtaong yon at talagang hindi na kayomag-usap at magkita, kaya mo ba?
Paano naman kung sa yo siya in love at ibinigay niya ang lahat para sayo pero hindi mo napahalagahan ang lahat ng ito kaagad? Paano kung isang araw naguluhan na siya sayo ng husto at maisipang lumayo na lang? Paano kung sa sobrang pagiging iba mo sa kanya di ka na niya kausapin at tuldukan na niya ng tuluyan kung ano na ang meron kayo? Then bigla mong mare-realize kung gaano ka-importante sayo ang bawat isa kaya lang wala na siya! Kaya mo ba?Kung hindi ang sagot mo, malinaw na inlove ka nga...
Paano naman pag mahal mo lang? Kapag mahal mo lang, alam mo na palagi kangmay choice. Ayaw mo siyang mawala dahil alam mong wala kang ipapalit.Yung masaya ka sa kanya pero hindi naman siya ang talagang iniisip mo. Mahal mo siya pero aminado ka sasarili mo na balang araw hindi siyaang makakasama mo. Mahal mo siya pero ang puso mo hindi lang para sa kanya..Mahal mo at masasaktan ka pagnawala siya pero alam mo na kaya mo yon.
Ngayon anong nararamdaman mo? DO YOULOVE SOMEONE or YOU'RE IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE?Isang araw magigising ka na lang na INLOVE ka na nga pero kahit anong gawin mo ay huli na. Dahil maaaring yung taong IN LOVE din sayo ay wala napala. Tandaan mo: Masyadong mapaglaro ang puso huwag tayo magpaloko!!!We learn to love someone pero minsan lang dumating sa atin ang pagkakataongma-in love!!! Kaya kapag dumating ito,ano ang gagawin mo?
"I may never be the guy you lookforward to seeing every day,but I will always be the guy who will look out for you each and every day.."
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just a thought, kung sino man ang nagrationalize ng above mention, e im sure baliw na sya. hehehe.
kala kodati pareho lang pero iba pala!!alin nga ba ang mas malalim?
Loving someone or Being in love with someone?
Kapag love mo ang isang tao masaya ka.. Feeling mo ok na ang lahat...pero ang ma-inlove ka, ang siyang pinakamasakit sa lahat! Kasi ang mgataong in love ay ang mga taong nagsasakripisyo at nagpaparaya.
Teka bakit ka nga ba ngpaparaya? Dahil ba hindi ka niya mahal o dahil hindi ka siguradong ok lang sa kanya? Kungyan ang dahilan mo, walang duda na inlove ka nga sa kanya. Kasi iniisip mo kung anong meron kayo sa ngayon ang tanging mahalaga at kontento ka na. Pero isipin mo paano kung mawala angtaong yon at talagang hindi na kayomag-usap at magkita, kaya mo ba?
Paano naman kung sa yo siya in love at ibinigay niya ang lahat para sayo pero hindi mo napahalagahan ang lahat ng ito kaagad? Paano kung isang araw naguluhan na siya sayo ng husto at maisipang lumayo na lang? Paano kung sa sobrang pagiging iba mo sa kanya di ka na niya kausapin at tuldukan na niya ng tuluyan kung ano na ang meron kayo? Then bigla mong mare-realize kung gaano ka-importante sayo ang bawat isa kaya lang wala na siya! Kaya mo ba?Kung hindi ang sagot mo, malinaw na inlove ka nga...
Paano naman pag mahal mo lang? Kapag mahal mo lang, alam mo na palagi kangmay choice. Ayaw mo siyang mawala dahil alam mong wala kang ipapalit.Yung masaya ka sa kanya pero hindi naman siya ang talagang iniisip mo. Mahal mo siya pero aminado ka sasarili mo na balang araw hindi siyaang makakasama mo. Mahal mo siya pero ang puso mo hindi lang para sa kanya..Mahal mo at masasaktan ka pagnawala siya pero alam mo na kaya mo yon.
Ngayon anong nararamdaman mo? DO YOULOVE SOMEONE or YOU'RE IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE?Isang araw magigising ka na lang na INLOVE ka na nga pero kahit anong gawin mo ay huli na. Dahil maaaring yung taong IN LOVE din sayo ay wala napala. Tandaan mo: Masyadong mapaglaro ang puso huwag tayo magpaloko!!!We learn to love someone pero minsan lang dumating sa atin ang pagkakataongma-in love!!! Kaya kapag dumating ito,ano ang gagawin mo?
"I may never be the guy you lookforward to seeing every day,but I will always be the guy who will look out for you each and every day.."
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just a thought, kung sino man ang nagrationalize ng above mention, e im sure baliw na sya. hehehe.
Saturday, April 21, 2007
Sundo
today i accompanied my sis and my cousin over at OM to doc lea (ENT) regarding my sister's recurrent sinusitis and my cousin's impacted cerumen. ganun din ako din nag history and nag flush ng tenga ng sis ko. and si doc lea naman, super pabida sa sis ko, endorsing me as one of the best junior interns she has handled. palakpak tenga naman ako. hehe. i wish i had taken a picture of how gross the cerumen i got from my cousin, para syang pupu ng daga. to tell you the truth, i love flushing ears kse, its the same feeling i have pag nagpapaanak ako ng nanay. ibang klase ung excitement kse like when you deliver a baby you'll never know how it would look like until it comes out of the mother's vagina, ung cerumen (luga) exciting din kse you'll never know gano sya kalaki unless lumabas na. nakakatuwa pa dun, e mas naeexcite ako pag pinapakita ko pa sa patiente how big ung luga nila tapus they themselves would be grossed out. hahaha.
sa car i kept on playing "sundo" by imago... i just felt that it was my sister's break-up song... she was on the passenger's seat and i hope she didnt notice im playing it for her. actually, its also my fav song, its that one song that makes me feel like im in a music video while driving. the tune, the guitar everything in that song just makes my driving smooth (parang whiskey) hehe.
actually the reason why i blogged was that i can't sleep.. and my blog seems to be the only way i could be heard, para syang yosi na madaling mahagilap, parang sex na nakakaadict but unlike sex ang blog laging nandyan, para syang kaibigan na lagi kang pakikinggan, sasamahan sa mga hinagpos ng mga damdamin mo, para syang drugs nakakahigh, and para syang psychiatrist, nakakatheraphy. hehehe sorry drama ko. im being nonesense here. wala talaga ako magawa, i kept on re-reading my blogs and parang ganun nga ung purpose ko ng blogs ko, pag walang makausap, pag malungkot, pag masaya. siguro kung may stalkers man ako, kilang kilala na nila ako kse halos lahat ata nasabi ko na dito sa blog na to. imagine since 2004 ive been blogging? tagal na but whenever i read them, i seems like its just in my recent memory.
here's the song "sundo" by imago
Kay tagal kong sinusuyod ang buong mundo
Para hanapin, para hanapin ka
Nilibot ang distrito ng iyong lumbay
Pupulutin, pupulutin ka
Sinusundo kita, sinusundo
Asahan mo
Mula ngayon pag-ibig ko'y sa'yo
Sa akin mo isabit ang pangarap mo
Di kukulangin ang ibibigay
Limutin ang kaba tuluyan kang bumitaw
Kaya manalig, manalig ka
Sinusundo kita, sinusundo
Asahan mo
Mula ngayon pag-ibig ko'y sa'yo...
inaasam ang sandali, nilibot ang buong mundo maghihintay sayong sundo
Asahan mo
Mula ngayon pag-ibig ko'y sa'yo
----> astig di ba? :)
desktop ko... very summer... haaay... kailangan kaya ako makakapunta sa ganyang beach? sana dalhin ako ng mga med reps ko dyan in the future. hehehe
Thursday, April 12, 2007
wag kang bibitiw
last tuesday me, nina and my bf went to 70's bistro to watch sugarfree and spongecola perform live.
Nina: "di pala sya gwapo (yael)... madidisappoint pinsan ko"
Me: "oo nga para syang construction worker" hehehehe.
Nevertheless, starstruck si nina (well cge ako na rin) kaya nagpapicture kme. syempre di ko pinalagpas magpapicture kay pareng ebe na super fanatic ako ng banda (banda lang). anyway, si ebe mukhang natatae dito sa pic na to (ganyan ba talaga dapat ngumiti) hehe. like what he said "have a good one" Hmmm.... what a good one?
Thanks sa asawa ko kse sya kumuha ng pic na yan (malabo nga lang... hehehe). and basta promise ko mahal, di ako bibitiw basta hahayaan mo ko kumapit sayo. Mahal na mahal kita!
Monday, April 09, 2007
met the bestfriend
all my worries was just blown away as i saw my bestfriend last night. it was like seeing her for the very first time. you know that feeling when youre in your first day in school and you dont know anybody... thats what i felt. i opened our gates and she just hugged me. it felt nice (nice kse masarap sya yakapin kse sobrang taba nya. hehehe). anyway, my family greeted her and welcomed her in. my parents told deric (her partner) to take good care of my bestfriend coz God knows how she has become my sister and part of the family.
we then went to BF in one of those restaurant strips they have there. margaux asked me what do i want to order but i just said ill just have beer coz im sure ill be needing a lot for that night. and yes it got me tipsy. on the long run of our conversation i have come to understand where she's coming from. i get to know deric which from the looks of him is quite mabait naman. and as margaux said, he takes care of her quite well, and i have to settle on that notion to be rest assured that she is being taken care of. i was teary eyed telling deric all the things margaux and i have gone through. i told deric to make margaux happy, coz thats all i wanted of her... to be happy. from the looks of it, she's happy. i remember that time when margaux got an ectopic pregnancy and she was living in our house. late at night i wake up and see her crying and telling me how she wanted the baby. its as if the baby is her saving glory. now i know having her baby now is what saves her. that i realized that its not whats wrong in her life, in fact it was something she did that was only right.
i've learned a lot from our talk last night... i've learned about friendships... ive learned about love. most importantly i've learned that i didnt became careless of our friendship... that somehow i have something to do on how well she is right now.
though i still can't reconcile the fact that she lied to be telling me she cant come to my grad party coz she's in cebu... my own bestfriend lied to me! arrrrgggghhhh.
we then went to BF in one of those restaurant strips they have there. margaux asked me what do i want to order but i just said ill just have beer coz im sure ill be needing a lot for that night. and yes it got me tipsy. on the long run of our conversation i have come to understand where she's coming from. i get to know deric which from the looks of him is quite mabait naman. and as margaux said, he takes care of her quite well, and i have to settle on that notion to be rest assured that she is being taken care of. i was teary eyed telling deric all the things margaux and i have gone through. i told deric to make margaux happy, coz thats all i wanted of her... to be happy. from the looks of it, she's happy. i remember that time when margaux got an ectopic pregnancy and she was living in our house. late at night i wake up and see her crying and telling me how she wanted the baby. its as if the baby is her saving glory. now i know having her baby now is what saves her. that i realized that its not whats wrong in her life, in fact it was something she did that was only right.
i've learned a lot from our talk last night... i've learned about friendships... ive learned about love. most importantly i've learned that i didnt became careless of our friendship... that somehow i have something to do on how well she is right now.
though i still can't reconcile the fact that she lied to be telling me she cant come to my grad party coz she's in cebu... my own bestfriend lied to me! arrrrgggghhhh.
Sunday, April 08, 2007
meet the bestfriend
how would you react to meeting your bestfriend whom you havent seen for ages? how would you react seeing her pregnant? and with somebody else aside from the guy you saw in her wedding? how would you react to your bestfriend whom you thought has lost her way unmindful of the guidance you have given her all her life?
how would you think of me when i feel that i havent really been good to her? that i have not guided her properly?
i know how it feels....
it feels SCARED.
in a matter of minutes my bestfiend will be here in my house together with her partner... and im getting all the freaky feeling...
how would you think of me when i feel that i havent really been good to her? that i have not guided her properly?
i know how it feels....
it feels SCARED.
in a matter of minutes my bestfiend will be here in my house together with her partner... and im getting all the freaky feeling...
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