Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Just another monday

Yesterday was valentine's day. Its been a long time since i blogged. I was even contemplating into deleting this blog since i felt it would be useless to write anymore. Having second thoughts about it made me realize that my blog has gone along way. It has been 8years of blogging for me (much longer than any relationships that i had). Reading through my blog over and over again brought back memories (bad and good) and it would be a shame if i delete it. This blog has been my alter ego. Ergo i decided to write again... This time i'd aptly call it 'just another monday'

What's with the new name?

I was driving a week ago going to work, as i was listening to RX's morning rush top ten about bitter quotes for vday, their top bitter quote then was 'it maybe valentine's day to you.... But for me it's just another monday'
A big 'ouch' for me... Started to think that while i despise mondays (signals the start of my dreaded work week) , i should embrace it to make it my friend (being my best optimistic me). With my work anyway, my week doesnt end nor begin on a monday, it's my longing to have a normal week like any other that's all. So a blog in tribute to mondays would be aptly necessary.

What also triggered me to write again was that i found a cool app for iphone that would let me blog anywhere and anytime connectinh it to blogger site. I thought it was just what i needed. From now on ill be blogging every monday night, and there would be no reason for me not to.

I'll start my monday night blogging next week. This is just a preview. Next week ill write about my monday vday.

Ill find a way to change the look of my blog... I do need a makeover anyhow.

Friday, May 14, 2010

for once

i almost forgot how to blog...

Saturday, April 11, 2009

you changed my very special love in one moment in time

haaaay! ang sarap sarap n holy week ko. vacation to the max. its the first holy week where i spent it going out of town. before i used to just stay at home, magyayamot pag ipagddrive sina mama, manunuod ng mga tv marathons. this time it was different.

nana and iae already planned for this vacation to come true. we want to spend the entire holy week with friends in tagaytay. muntik na nga kme di matuloy kse sa pagyayaya ko e onting tao lang ang pumunta, ang gusto na ng nana e mag dumaguete na lang kme. buti na lang d natuloy kundi ubos ang pera namin sa sobrang mahal ng ticket ng eroplano. anyway, lea, ygan, me and nana went to tagaytay. sobrang trafic. grabe! ngayon ko lang narealize na madami pa lang hudyo sa pilipinas. hahaha. it was a budget vacation coz my nana know someone in tagaytay who allowed us to use their house. ganda ng bahay. fully furnised. kompleto except sa unan, which ako ang pinagdala ng nana. bilin pa nya sakin e palitan ang mga punda ko kse mabaho daw a unan ko amoy unggoy. kala mo naman sya e gorilla nga! tse! anyway, so nagdala ako ng apat na malalaking unan, syempre bago ang punda, pinabanguhan ko pa para di mapintasan ng nana ko. haha. infairness nagdala naman ang nana ng malong n kumot namin.

ang saya, kse parang bahay bahayan. namili kme ng mag lulutuin,ngpaihaw at kung anu anu pa. the following day sumunod sina margaux and her family with choi choi my inaanak. nag swimming kme sa umamatikabong lamig ng tagaytay waters. pili ako tinuturuan ng nana mag dive, m freestyle ng maayos, mag buttefly, breaststroke,backstroke! aside sa fact na dating athlete ang nana sa swimming e frustrated teacher yan. lahat ata ng pwedeng ituro e ituturo. magaling pa yan sa analogy pag nagkakamali ka at di mo nasusunod ang mga tinuturo nya. pero magaling syang magturo,e makes me realize na hindi pala ng lahat ng alam ko e tama. pero, hindi rin naman ako nakukuntento sa ganun. syempre, mhirap pa rin ako pasunurin di b nana? hahaha. sumakit ang katawan ko sa pagswiswinig kaya nun gabing yon e talagang ginicing ko ang nana ko para kuha ako ng gamot. baket ba? sya kaya ang may dahila kung bakit namumulikat ang mga braso ko! sa pelikula kse may double ako pag eksenang nalulunod at kailangang lumangoy. tse! mahirap pala lumangoy! direk cut!

ang sarap ng buhay pala pag kain tulog kain tulog ka lang. napancin ko saming dalawang mag asawa e, almusal namin sa isat isa ang panlalait, sa gabi himagas namin ang tawagin ang isat isa n unggoy at pansinin ang kamay, kuko. ang nana ugali nyang amuyin ang buhok ko. mabaho daw pero sige pa rin sya sa amoy. ang sarap sarap ng feeling pag tatawagin ako ng nana ko kse di sya makatulog pag di ako kayakap. sobrang mahal na mahal ko asawa ko. ang swerte swerte tlga nya sakin. hahaha.

during the whole time i saw how my husband would be in our own house.

- mahilig syang mag iiikot. lalakad ng lalakad, mangangalikot, maghahanap ng gagawin. bottom line di sya napapakali sa isang lugar except sa kama. kama lang ang katapat ng nana para matahimik ang mga pa nya.

- maaburido. gusto nya plantsado ang lahat lalung lalu na sa pag huhugas ko ng pinggan. kesyod ko daw binabanlawan ng maigi, di ko daw sinasabon ng maayos. haaaay!

- himagas. hinding hindi pwede to mawala pag tapos kumain ng nana. lahat titirahin. nun umuwi ako sa bahay kanina at pagtapos ko kumain ng dinner, parang nawalan ako ng ganang kumain ng himagas kong blueberry cheesecake na bili namin ng nana. patunay na ang nana ko lang ang may kayang pakainin ako ng labis sa 3 beses sa isang araw.

- chef. galing ng nana ko magluto. nagmadali syang gumicing ng maaga para daw makapagluto sya ng adobo. ang sarap ng adobo ng nana. ako ang tagatikim nya. hehehe. haaay! galing galing ng nana clap clap clap!

- neat. sobrang OC ang nana sa bahay. ayaw nya ng may nakakalat. lahat ililigpit. kya naman tuwang tuwa ako kse my liligpit na ng mga kalat ko. i love you hon

- peaceful. being with my nana, i felt so at peace. yung tipong wala ako iintndihin except ang alagaan sya. he has this power in making things so simple. with him i feel like the world is still. i knew now that i cant really wait for us to be togther. im getting excited actualy.

sobrang enjoy ako s vacation ko. i even feel fulfilled kse nakakapag contibute ako sa gastos ng nana. haaay. ewan ko ba kung bakit mahal na mahal ko yan asawa ko. everyday even if minsan lang kme mag sama and phone lang minsan ang communication namin e kuntento na ako. i cant ask for anything more.

sana madami pang vacation ang pagsaluan naming mag asawa. nxt time sasakay na kme ng eroplane! (kse di pa ko nakakasakay ng eroplane e) hehehe. love you nana!

happy 1 year and 4 monhs and counting....

i love you with all my heart!

Sunday, March 08, 2009

Lucky 13

today marked me and my nana's 13th monthsary. fact: 1 year and 1 month na kme ng asawa ko. i dont know the reason why people in a relationship try to count numbers but all i know is that it helps us realize the value of being together. not that time becomes an essence but rewinding the past and fastforwarding to the present makes me feel proud of what we have accomplished.

di pa rin ako sanay umalis ang nana ko for bussiness trips. thursday, after a successful grand rounds, my nana told me hed be leaving for CDO. kahit na super happy ako coz i surpassed my grand round, i felt sad kse di ko makakausap ang nana ko and that hed be super busy. aatake na naman ang pagka baliw ko. im a worry freak kse. when hes out of the city, i always check up on him. kung kumain na ba sya, kung naligo, kung natulog ng maayos, kung kumpleto mga damit nya. haaay. ganito pala feeling ng isang ina pag nasa jamboree ang anak. hahahaha. anyway, during the time my nana is at CDO, whenver i have the time, i call him just to check up on him. cgro nasasakal na ang asawa ko. huhuhu. sorry honey. what's good about nana is eventhough dami nya miting, even at the middle of it, magtetext yan ng mga sweet nothings and minsan makikipag biruan pa. hehehehe. gawain ng nana na sobrang sweet e tatawagan nya ako at the middle of his speech para mapakingggan ko lang yung galit nya and inis sa mga tao. hahaha. feel ko tuloy andun ako nakikinig sa kanya, at tungo lang ng tungo kse takot ako mag ask ng questions bka kse barahin ako. hahaha. galing ng nana in his field. sobra. kaya naman another oppurtunity was given to him at the company and another position was offered to him by another company. haaay, idol ko tlga ang nana ko. sobrang proud ako. i know its hard to juggle personal, family and work all at the same time but he is doing a good job at it. may extra challenge pa nga sa kanya kse andito ako. hahaha. sama! bobong! make love! ayaw! love you hon!

today uuwi na nana ko. may bobong man o wala im glad hed be coming home. i pray he have a safe trip. i still wish for that time to come when i could accompany my nana on his bussiness trips, sunduin sya sa airport, ihatid. mga ganong bagay. sbi ng nana pag consultant na daw ako,e pag nangyari yun sya na ang sasama sakin kse di na sya magwowork. stay na lang sya sa bahay, kakain ng chichiria, nunuod ng jampong commercial everyday, kakanta sa karaoke paulit ulit na gold, magaalaga ng aso, maglilinis ng bahay, maglalaba, magluluto. hahaha.

last night in my duty, though i had 29 ER calls, we were watching sara and john lloyd's movie: you changed my life in a moment. haaay... sobrang relate ako. at dahil sa ganun di ko tinapos ang movie. nakapikit ako pero rinig na rinig ko ang mga tagline na panalo. whaaaa! kinikilig ako at the same time naalala ko nana ko. like john lloyd in the movie my nana is a strict, straightforward, workaholic man, but when it comes to me sobrang nagiging bata. minsan nga ako pa nagiging parang mas matanda. hehe. ako naman parang si sarah (o say mo!) hahaha. pa cute, pa sweet, laging tawag and text ang bf, even at work. pag nag minor OR ako, pinapasagot ko sa mga student nurse text ng nana kse yoko ng di sya narereplyan in one way or another. di ko na alam kung anu kinatapusan ng movie but im sure happy ending yun kse kumita sa takilya. and like the movie, kita din ang love story naming mag asawa sa mga friends namin. hahahaha. hay naku. haba tlga ng hair ko. hahahaha.

i can feel wed go a long way together, me and nana. sobrang mahal na mahal ko yang asawa ko. pinagtyagaan nya ko ng isang taon. mahirap para sa kanya ang pigilin ang sobrang pagmamahal nya skin para lang di lumaki ang ulo ko. hahaha. joke nana. basta all i know is that, i love him with all my heart. this blog has been all about him and his love but i never get tired writing about him. love has never been tiring.

i love you honey! happy 13th monthsary! mwah!

Sunday, February 22, 2009

our post anniversary celebration

before the start of this month i already had a lot of trouble thinking how i would be able to spend time with my nana coz its Feb 8 that we first been committed with each other. sobrang bilang ako ng bilang sa kalendaryo kung kailan tatama ang araw na un. well it did fell on a weekend which unfortunately fell on my duty sked. so what my nana did was we went out the day after that. and for the first time i was able to bribe him to see ruins. that place inside BF where i have been constantly insisting wed go coz there are bazaars, dvds, karaoke cds, and tons and tons of great restaurants to eat. he was amazed by the place kse tama daw ung sbi ng officemate nya na may sariling buhay ang mga tao sa BF. we went sa tiannge and there he bought cds for papa and for him as well, he even bought a useless beer shot thingy na sbi nya gagamitin nya pag nag inuman sila sa office. so yun nga nakita ko yun sa isa sa mga picture nila na nagiinuman sila. haaaay ang nana! feel ko ibinida pa nya yun sa mga friends nya and officemates. hahahaha

then the week after that came into chaos sa hospital. i got busy with the surgical mission brought in my PAGES (philippine ameran group of educators and surgeons). i did 2 palate and 1 lip surgery (i was the surgeon) and then 4 assists on palate and 2 assists on lip surgery. over all i beleive it went fine. its still different from the things i used to do. being a surgeon and assist was entirely different. the mission also taught me that there are people in this industry (medical) or perhaps in this country that exudes tremendous amount of egocentrism. i guess with great stature in life comes great ego. sobrang yayabang ng mga tao. right there and then i promised myself i wouldnt be like them.

the mission week ended saturday which was the day i was looking forward to since i made a date with my nana for our post-anniversary celebration. i didnt finish my hosting stint at Barbara's intramuros and made an allibi to kit that i have a family dinner to attend to just to be with my nana who has been already waiting for me in qc. it felt like forever waiting for that day to come and only 30 minutes for me to drive from intramuros to qc. before i left for qc, i stayed a few minutes in the car to write in the card i bought for my nana yesterday it has been a long time since i gave him a card kse. hehe.

i actually dont know what to give my nana for a gift. i knew he hates sanuk sandals but i still gve him one. the slim type sandals which to my suprise he loved and fitted just right. it looks good on him epecially on walking shorts. haaay. di naman ako masyado in love sa nana ko di ba? i also bought him a tall jar full of sweets, chocolates. naging bata na naman ang nana. imagine him nilalatag yung mga candies sa kama, pinaghiwahiwalay nya yung magkakapareho. then i asked bakit, sabi nya para daw alam nya kung ano ang kakainin nya. hahahaha. talk about being a kid at heart. my nana gave me a bracelet which i really love kse nasisira na yung rubber side ng eksenadora kong bracelet na bigay din nya. hehehe. then we went to sleep. pinilit ko tlagang di mauna matulog, sya una nagyayaya matulog. kunwari nun una dilat na dilat pa ko nanunuod ng natgeo. tapus nung sinabi ng nana "tulog na tau" laking pasasalamat ko sa dios sa pag dinig nya ng panalangin ko. hahahaha. pagkasabi nya nun bigla ako pikit at yakap. tapus ang usapan. hahahaha.

the next morning we went out for lunch and watched a movie... confessions of a shopaholic. which again to our dismay couldnt be anymore boring than 10,000 BC. alam ko pag ang nana nabobobore sa pinapanuod, lagi nya napapansin ang mga di dapat pansinin... like my hands. para daw uu aa ang hands ko. di kaya. tapus kakalikutin nya yung bracelet na bigay nya, yung sapatos na bigay ko. haaay! ina ng awa! ewan ko ba. lage kme palpak mag asawa sa panunuod ng sine. after the movie nag pa massage kme ng nana ko. sobrang sarap. na relak ako ng sobra! then we had dinner where we saw the real betty la fea. i was insisting i drive him home. again pinagbigyan ako ng nana. he let me drive him all the way to their house. i was able to see where my nana goes home. ang daming sasakyan ng nana. ang yaman yaman! hahahaha. sbi ko nga sa nana, alam ko na ngayon kung san ako pupunta pag naglayas ako, at alam ko na rin kung saan ako susugod pag nag away kme. hahaha. humanda ka nana! hahaha

grabe, sobrang ang dami namin nagawa ng nana the whole day. i never get tired with my nana around. san man kme magpunta oks sakin. i guess thats a sign of a good relationship, yung kahit anu gawin nyo, pag usapan nyo you both know how to make fun with each other. one year has passed and we still look like first time lovers. im so proud of this relationship. im so proud of my husband. his care and love for me is endless and unconditional. i know time and work has been our obstacle but it never made us quit. understanding of each other is crucial. i know i can trust my nana and he can trust me. ang swerte swerte nga nya sakin e. sobra! hahaha. basta hon i promise to be with you for the rest of my life. my love is only yours. i love you so much. happy 1st anniversary!!!!! thank you for your love!